Ann Shugars

Eff u.

2010-11-26T05:46:00.004+08:00

Its been insane. Totally whacked out INSANE!

Some people put in alot of effort to make everything work out the way they want it to be. But did it ever occur to them that it may affect the people around them?
Some people are just so self-absorbed that they dont even think twice on putting others down. Without even an inch of respect left, they go on babbling as if their lives depended on it.

I have something to say to this kind of people.

Fuck You.

2010-11-10T06:45:00.001+08:00

If ever dreams were true in every sense, it'd be the worse lifetime for everyone.
- Ann

Weird Dream... what's yours?

2010-11-06T03:51:00.006+08:00

I had the weirdest dream when I awoke just now..

I was rushing in the AM, around town (which I can say doesn't look like SG's Orchard Rd) and entered this HUGEASS mall where everything seems to barely open yet..

I was with Farah n Marnie, rushing to get our movie tickets.. Somehow, we got lost (like I said, it was Huge!!) but somehow we managed to find the ticket counter..

Suddenly the scene changed where Farah had eventually got herself tickets and had already settled down inside the theater while I was still queuing for my popcorn... BUT instead of popcorns, I was ordering... wait for itttttttt...... SATAY!!! Yes... I know.. WTF!!
And then this lady over the counter said "Sorry, no meat items in the theater.."
And so I ordered KFC.. no no... NOT @ KFC... but OVER THE COUNTER...
WTF agn! U just said NO MEAT... and then suddenly KFC's allowed..
And KFC over the counter of a movie stand...??!!?

So.. I eventually had my orders and went into the theater.. Marnie n Farah somehow has settled down and I was heading to their seats.. And the volume in the theater was BARELY hearable..!
So when I sat down, this person infront of our seat simultaneously took out a HUGEASSSSSS remote control -ohh yess he did!- and got the volume up.. WTF WTF WTF!!!

I know... this is a very weird laughable dream... even Im laughing!!

Oh. Did I mention what we were watching?

PARANORMAL ACTIVITY... wait for it.............. THREE!!!

WTF!! Seriously..!

Ann

2010-11-05T06:17:00.002+08:00

I prefer not to fret with falling in love cause it just leads to confusion.
And confusion is never a pretty sight.
When the right person comes, there's just no doubt.
- Ann

HELL-OH-WIN!

2010-11-02T05:38:00.004+08:00

Kerana ada yang meng-complain, I shall.. hehee...

After work, went to catch 'The Last Exorcism' @ Cathay Cine for the 1.15am show.. Beforehand, I had only glimpses of the trailer during the commercials on the telly.. But I never actually reviewed on it fully.. Was an impulse upon choice..

And Im not saying Im actually having regrets, I just was fulfilled enough... You see, the plotline was so-so and I didnt even know it was a hand-ons cam type of movie.. aka 'The Blair Witch Project' way.. but Im not against these kind of movies, so no harm on that..
One thing intriguing and exciting overall for these movie is that, it was definitely an after-movie topic share.. Since you actually have to discuss on the scenes before you reach to a final conclusion.. To me, definitely demonic.. ( I realized this during my "main2 angin" on the ride back home..)
Ending was very much those typical TBWP way.. leaves you going "huh?" "EHhh!" "Laa..dabes?" "Crap sia gtu jek!" "Ishh..." "Alamaks,beh ape jd tu?" and so on and so forth laa...
But to non believers of the supernatural, youll prolly just assume it all to psychology.. fraid not, I do too.. but if you ( spoilers EH!) play back onto the subject where Nell had arts pinned-up onto her wall of how the characters will eventually die, you'd be re-calculating on how it all made sense... Although it could probably be some screwed up shit the brother manage to invent before going through the trouble of killing them all.. Then maybe its a psycho family shit.. and would be extra numb-nuts if it all were incest! Now THAT is pretty disturbing.. But still, Im up for the demonic theory. Hello.. demon movie here...

Buuuuutttt... most awesome movie was Paranormal Activity TWO! (I know its written in numerals, but I just wanted to emphasize on it laa kan! )
This movie here was the movie I was anticipating and it didn't disappoint me one bit.. Oh! Only the part when we found out some of the scenes were fuckin deleted! WTF! I mean, don't feature it in the SG trailers if you're not gonna show it.. (Oh, and btw, TLE also had deleted scenes!)
So for PA2, I watched it with my cuzzy Nana, (whom I also did for PA1) and during the movie, both of us were continually nudging each others legs every time it came upon a suspenseful part.. FYI, even the start of every night scenes (eg. Night #18) welcome nudgements!
And those godawful 'terkejut2' part, aiyoyoyoo I tell you! At one point, after a frightful scene, I never even realize my palm was still fully covering my mouth, even though the scene had moved on.. Thats how much captivating that movie were! And dont tell me you dont like it, cause I dont bloody well care, cause hell-yeah I loved it!!! It was a great HELL-oween weekend to start with! Right after the movie, upon reaching my place, we scoured through my DVDs to find PA1.. We did, but eventually we switched onto the telly cause it was showing the Halloween Marathon thingy.. And yes, I did watched till 6am.. and hell yes, I did send those every hour SMS in high hopes of winning the 100 dollars cash! ;)

and 31st OCT!! Halloween with my kakis was gereks!!
We went to the SG Flyer for the haunted trail and it was sekaaryyy...
Ini jek da takot, apelagi yg rabaks punya!!
I made the effort look different and had on RED lipstick for the very first time ever in my entire life tao! I am not kidding..! If anyone of you can find a pic w me w RED lipstick before this, Ill give you 50..cents.
No, doesnt mean Im a cheap gambler, Im lying ehh..!
More photos soon cause Im quite the lazy one tonight... Its lucky enough I manage this post. Which I feel is getting pretty long here.. and I know I should prolly call it a night and hit the sheets right now, but I cant stop.

Ok I will...

Marnie is sleeping on the couch since 3+AM just now and Im still awake right now.. She so have no idea.. Our initial plan for her rebonding tonight and gym tmr morning is well off down the dirty drain.. no surprise though.. LOL!

Ok.. I definitely should get some shut-eyed before I get cranky and starts swearing, like, real soon..

Pictures will be up prolly tmr nite, and hopefully, Ill be blogging again real soon.. More updates on my FB.. u know where to find me!

LotsOfLoves!
Ann

Ber-PRE-blogging

2010-09-28T06:06:00.003+08:00

I promised for a blogging like say, three months ago.. And Im still out of a post here..
Whats fact is that Ive been so caught up and have some other obligations to do that I totally had been putting off blogging..
And this here is not blogging, cause I just had a day's worth of tire where I had an Open House at my place, busy the whole day.. And then still manage to overnight with my crazy cousins + Marnie..
And result.. my mata KOYAK!!!

Tapi ku tetap berkesempatan untuk ber-pre-blogging... heheee...

Sekarang saya mahu tidor.. Cuzzens pon da mau balik and I too want to sleeepppppssss!
Goodnite.

Love, Ann

Soon-est!

2010-06-21T04:28:00.002+08:00

I pledge to blog fully soon!
Hahaha!

OKlar.. promise...

Theres so much pictures to edit AND upload but Im so caught up..
What with me being sick and no time to spare!

So to the ones patiently waiting for those photos and vids.. please extend your patience a lil longer..

Alhamdulillah, I manage to do two photoshotz and I also got to try my hands on bridal makeup..
And all Ive got to do is edit n upload all of them and then get myself ready for the 26th!
Makeup gig for Nikah.. Damn nervous... No funny stuff hor!

OK.. thats it for now..

Ann

Thank you for the wonderful gift.

2010-06-11T06:13:00.004+08:00

Things steamed down, yet losers stays active!
Good god.. Give it a fucking rest before you shamed yourself silly.
Im JUST saying.

No no..
Dont get your hopes too high reporter, cause you aint getting any drama shit right here.

Sooooo...
I have finally got myself a makeup case/box since wanting it in like..... FOREVER!
I can finally say *CHECK* to one of the things on my virtual checklist!
Yeah yeaa... Prolly not so much of a deal to you, but I am uber-ly excited!

I was @ Pandan City last nite..
Story is, we got into JB to get things for our chalet.. Cheaper mahh.. *Singaporean Mindset*
Ran here n there for the box tao..! And I got some other things too!
And and.. I kinda eyed some other things too, just a pity I didn't get to browse much since I was pretty much rushing around to catch up with the time as it was already midnite and people were waiting to go off!

Sure want to go back punye!
Sape2 nak masok JB to go to PC please ajak me hokay!
Dan please inform early jadi I ade duit tersedia.
No.
I will put aside money from now.
So ajaks je okayss!

So once I reached home, bathe and cleaned.
I dirty myself again with re-organization of my makeup..
Clean all excess whats-not and also washed n primped all my brushes to perfection! *winks*

So now I have SUPER neat compartments and also SUPER clean tools and makeups!
*SMILING WIDEEEEE*

Thats all for now..
Chalet is tomorrow, but Ill only appear after midnite..
Many explanations and I dont wanna get into it. Hmph!
But there is a highlight to it, which I cannot display here why.
Cause only I n my gfs knows about it.. kan girls kan!! Suke lar I!
Heehheeee....

PS. Good luck to Fi n Ya for tmr's interview ya!
Barista baybe! I miss doing bar!
But whatodooo.... I need to help out with family business.... again!!!!
Critical times calls for critical measures! Boohooooo!!!!!!!!

I want to shake the bar shaker!

PSS. Happy Birthday MOMMY!!!!!
Sorry, wont say a THING about ur bday.. cause we're surprising you later instead!
Ann

The Cure : Chocolate Chip Cookies!

2010-05-29T08:20:00.004+08:00

Previous post..
Seems that I have some anger issues! *LAUGHS OUT LOUUUDDDDDDDD!!!*
Yes, very funny hor.. Diam ehh..

It seems that late nite baking xtremely helps!
What with the company of good friends!
Thanks Farah n Zir!

Haaaahh.. Yes.. Ive calmed myself down.. waayyy down..

Have thought things out rationally.. and thought....

Heyy! I will never lose nothing if I just let it be..
Besides, Im tired of the drama-mama going on..
It just seems to be like from an episode on Kids Central... hahaaaaahahhaa!

And besides, I miss doing the things we used to do on daily basis without the disturbance of irritaters...
So better off just letting it go..
Whatever is done, is done..
Whatever that will add.. suka hatilaaa....
I da tak kuase pulakk... Macam malas gitu...

Penat pulak tu just thinking about it..
So now I want to stop... As it turns out, its bloody exhausting!

Hmmm... On another note..
I sooo cant wait for the karoks sesy with d gals..
Gonna b funnnn!
Vocal training tuu.. eheem eheemmm...

Cinta... here we come...! ;)

Ann

Do not push my fucking buttons!

2010-05-28T06:52:00.004+08:00

I do not wanna blog fully now cause I might use harsh words that may cause some to shrivel and die... shamefully!

I am in a mood that I feel like I could rip a cow apart viciously and throw its content to your face!
If only I could, cause I fucking would!!

It seems that you're trying to push my patience to an edge where I can't take it in..
But believe you me, the guts and strengths I've learn may just come in handy this once.
And you so do not want to cross that fucking line, cause it wouldn't be at all pretty my dear!

People may see me as vulnerable, but please oh please, I am telling you, to not misjudge me.
Cause you might be wrong.. waaaayyy wrong...

I may be, I may not. So you might never know what you're playing with.

You light it up first yehh... Thanks for the start!

Ann Shugars

Happy Birthday Bro!

2010-05-16T03:01:00.005+08:00

So tonight we celebrated Hydzir's 20th birthday @ HV Swensen's..

We had it all planned out and it almost ka-booshed!
Hahahaa!!
But it all went well and we got to surprise Zir..

Mar, Ariff n I went to queue to get seats and once we had it, they arrived with us already having a cake lighted up..
After cake blowing, we put it aside and had our supper..

Menu was so-so as it was after 10pm..
I think it's the menu for that time period..
Boorrinnggg...!

But what was important is that Zir got his FishnChips..!
Bday boy punye cravings important tau!
My cravings for Alfredo Pasta went down the drain though.. Booooo!

After our meal was done, we called in for the cake to come in..
Had it cut (diam eh mar!) and ate it.. nyuummm!
Hazelnut Bliss is surely blissful!
When our belly was very well jolly, we made our way out since it was getting quite chilly up there...
Head out, took pictures here and there...
And we head on home...

Hope you enjoyed the surprise ya Zir!
May your 20th be a great one!
Love ya Bro!

More pictures up @ Multiply!

Ann Shugars

Shampoo n Shoots! Psych-ness!

2010-05-15T17:39:00.005+08:00

Went out on a mini shopping trip with Fifi to Mustafa Centre..
Not our initial plan though as that wasn't what we planned for..
We went on a very 'mysterious' bus ride for 2 hours..
I swore my butt was screaming 'help help!' during the ride and we finally gave up at Paya Lebar and alight..
I do not wanna go into why we were in that bus ride and how we ended up on a two hour pointless bus ride to PL.
So we took the Circle Line to Serangoon and then to Farrer Rd for Mustafa Centre.

Walked around the old Mustafa Centre and then linked back to the usual one. Shop for my basic essentials for upcoming photo shoot and some other daily necessities for personal use.
Im trying out on a new product for 21st Century.
Apparently, 'Hair Nutrix' is no longer on the shelves because they found an ingredient in that pill that contained some kind of a harmful fertilizers that may have bad side effects for some individuals.
NO WONDER I got sick every time I stop taking them! Gives me shivers thinking bout it..
Anyway, we talked to the salesperson and she recommended this shampoo from their brand that helps hair growth, lustre and prevents hair fall-age. Even though I had that bad experience with HN, I am not afraid to try out a product from them. Reason because HN actually does gives results... Only with half bottle, less actually, my hair looks thicker and fuller.. so there!
This shampoo Im using now.. What psych me out most is that.... it's purple!!
Ok. Before you start saying things like, 'It's a no wonder she took it, it's purple! She'll fall for anything purple!'
NO!
Because the bottle is completely sealed and the bottle is ALL BLACK. No indication at all that the liquid is purple..
So bonus for me! And it's in a really nice fierce purple shade that gives me absolute craze!
So it doesn't smell fragrancy or anything like any other floral shampoo that smells orgasmic, like my former shampoo, Herbal Essences.
But be assured that it does NOT smell unpleasant, At ALL.
It has this pleasant smell. I dont really know how to describe it without making you go, HUH?

I have pictures, but I do not want to post anything cause I started using it yesterday. So for those who might be interested, I will review this shampoo accompanied with pictures in about 2 weeks times and see if there's any positive results.
I'm sure I can see a difference. This is as I have very heavy fall-age, thin hair ( you can't tell cause my hair's permed and it has heavy dry volume that disguises my hair flaws) and noticeable scalp. Really bad problems here..

On another note, I am very xcited about the upcoming photo shoots as I can't wait to try out my makeup skills on my models.. And yes, they are my close gfs.. Have been googling tons of stuff on cosmetics and tips and Im really psych!

Before you ask, I do not have any prior makeup experience in forms of taking up courses or anything like that. I've always loved dolling up and experimenting on makeup and have always dreamed of being a makeup artist. This is as far as I can do for the time being. Experimenting and doing stuffs like this really helps me on the hands-on area and also dive me deeper into understanding this art..
And recently with Farah's achievement, it's given me a boost to go further on with this..

Will be doing some latest inspire'ees and also dealing with bridal makeup. One of my models is looking into getting herself hitched, so I will be experimenting and rehearsing on her makeup choice for the big day cause Im appointed for being the makeup artist for her day!
Woohooo! Its an honor darls!
Another's having hints of an engagement so same for that too, will delve myself into experimenting on that too..

I am really excited, still in an imaginative bubble.. So please pardon anything that seems to make you roll you eyes.. =P
All Im saying is, bursting my bubble doesn't keep me from dreaming on high!

Till my next post,

Ann

Psstt.. BACK!

2010-05-13T04:55:00.008+08:00

And here I am..
I know..
Quite somedays since I promised..
But now Im doing it!
So yeyy for that!
LOL!

Have been busy..
Well.. busy watching movies..
See.. I told you one of the reasons might happened!
And this time Im addicted to Indonesian love movies..
Their movies are nicely set to make us feel wonderful!
And I like feeling wonderful!
Hahaa..!

So, Farah gave good news that she was given an opportunity at modeling!
Yey!
Finally all the times we've spent doing self photoshoots am not going to waste!
I am truly honorly glad for u darls! She have wanted this like forever..
And its starting to come true!
Am so happy for you babe...
Here are the recent pictures for her shotz..

Anyways, few days ago, Fifi, Farah and I went to collect our cheques after waiting for quite sometime..
And then we went to IMM to meet Marnie for lunch..

Damn good Sirloin w Spaghetti!

Farah n Fifi went ome first while I stayed back with Marnie till closing..
'Something' happened and we talked about it over supper @ LJS..
Damn scary!!!
(Dowan story, later u all say we mrepek!)

Abt a week back, a FB friend wanted to treat us to karaoke!
Thanks Lyana for it!
Had a good time, singing and crapping!

And then met up with Marnie n Farah for dinner @ Al-Majlis..
Had sheesha and a good time yik-yaking abt god knows what and nomming on good goooodddd food!!!

Mixed grill..
The lamb rack just brings us back to those SNS cafe days..!

So, planning on another shoot for Farah..
Also some close-ups for the others..
And for me too! Yey!
Heheee..

Will be going shopping soon with the girls for several necessities..
Sunday, going to the 'Thieves Market' for bargains!
You don't know what you might find! ;)
And to IKEA!
Been ages since Ive been there!
Cant wait!

Also, having a family gathering for my dad's 50th surprise bday party...
He have nooooo ideeaaaa.....
Heheheheeee....
Am very Xcited for all of this!!

Till this fingers itches again...!

Ann Shugars

I Promise to Blog soon.

2010-05-05T05:26:00.002+08:00

Promises aint good.
I know..
Cause you make them..
Then you end up not fulfilling them..
Thus it disappoints others..

But I promise
(for now, right this moment,IDK bout tmr...)
that I will blog soon.
To update soon.
Yup, u heard me right.
Soon fellas..
Hopefully SOON.

Sorry if I dont.
Then something might have happened to me..
Likee.....

Me preferring to watch an online movie perhaps..
or
Me preferring to update some other shizz..
or
Me preferring to go out...

or the best me of the ME compilations...
which is
Me prefering to go to ZZzzzzzzz.....................

Ann

The "funny thing"

2010-04-01T04:30:00.006+08:00

Farah, Fifi & I went for a job interview yesterday @ Sentiments.
I applied for Office-relations while the others applied for retail.
Overall the interview and company is appealing for us.
Do pray that we get the job.
TQ!
;)

So here's a funny thing.
You know those leaflets being held out in front of you, blocking your way every time you head towards the MRT station or interchange??
Annoying right?
yes.

But somehow, I felt kinda sorry for them.
There they are trying to make a living by giving these out, and we just walk pass by and give them a 'NO' for their adverts or just simply walking right pass them as if they don't exist.
See, Im hunting for a job, so I feel their plight.

So while we were heading towards the station, there's this middle aged guy, looking pretty puffy and sweaty and was trying to give out fliers to passerbys who simply just ignored him.
Within a distance towards him, I was ready to take that leaflet from him.

And I wasn't disappointed, at that!!!
Because THIS particular leaflet kan, worth it!
We finally got to know there's a karaoke place @ Bt Timah!
So NOW, we have a nearer venue for our favourite pastime!
First Ming A, den to Paya L, den to Boon L...
And now soooooo much nearer!
And they were on promotion...!

The rooms are more cleaner and tidy that BL.
The place is much more cosy.
Sound system so much better.
The place is more private.
Great customer service too!!!

Anny likeyy!

Okay, we sooooo did not plan to karoks.
But it was on last minute impulse when we got back to hometown for Lunch and immediately cabbed to Bt Timah to catch the last slot for the promo goin' on.
Bagus sekali anak2..
Suro cari keje, dier pegi nyanyi plaks...!
LOL!!

Farah nice lil 'twist' on Siti's "Kau Kekasihku"

Cinta by Fifi & I with the 'latest' version.. :)

Ok.
Explanation.
FOR?
Marnie.
Babe, sorry didn't tell you.
We only told you we were on our way back @ 8pm right?
We were actually on our way back from karaoke.
It wasn't that we didn't wanna tell you.
It's because you were working at that very moment and telling you would make you feel down at work.
So we kept it quiet... until NOW.
Lengkali kiter sumer p same2 ok!!
pegi ramai2!
:)
Jgn marah tau babe!!

So right after that the girls headed home while I head out to PPFC for further obligations la kan..
Tapi tak rugi lar..!
:)

So that's all for now..!

P.S. Farah, great job on the lip-syncing. Can be a professional imitator one day babe! ;P

LoveLotsss, Ann

Happy Birthday Marnie-Mynie!!!

2010-03-29T15:15:00.013+08:00

Us girls went for the career fair @ Suntec City on Friday in the moment of being 'semangat'.
Met in the morning and bus to Suntec City.

Upon registration, we queued, uploaded and walked around.
Queued some more. Applies some more. Hungry.
So we exited the convention and head off to find food.

Oh, and in the midst of it all, we didn't fail to snap some pictures.
In d ladies.
OK.
Not some, alot. Here are some of it..

And so right after that we headed off to Marina Square to hunt for makan.
Decided on KFC.
( Walaupon masing2 tekak terase nak mee... nasi.... LOL! )
Halfway upon ordering, got a call from Zir bro.
Coming to fetch us.
Time check. 3.15pm.
Im officially late for my interview @ YCK.
So..
Skipped.

Burps.

Headed towards the exit when we realized that it was raining.
Hujan panas lagik!
Kalau kena, COMPOM demam!
Luckily, I brought a shawl and an umbrella..

Towards the exit, I managed to pull Fifi and sneaked towards Secret recipe to get a slice of cake for our mini surprise.
Asked Marnie & Farah to move on ahead first.. ( Naseb tk suspek anything! )
Right after that, we made our way to Esplanade Taxi Stand with me n Fifi under d umbrella & Mar n Farah wrapped under the shawl!
Yang best part nyer..
Cun cun kiter sampai jer taxi stand shelter tu, hujan stop.
Just like that.

Moments later Zir arrived and we move out to West Coast park.
Decided on Marina Barrage but suspect that the atmosphere there would still be wet and drizzling.

WCP was nicely dry and suitably cloudy.

The girls played around on the flying fox while I got the cake ready.

Tricked Marnie into being blindfolded and led her around a tree twice before surprising her with the cake.

Video?
Private.
Views are upon request.

Haha! Padan mukee!! :P

Purple flowers alert on the right!! Loves!!

Ate the cake.
Gibbled & Gabbled and then we moved off back to Hometown.
Dropped by Gombak, got ourselves some stuffs and then headed back to Farah's place.

In a nutshell, we had a great laugh at her place!

Couldn't have ended the day better!

Next day, we met up @ 7pm to head off to Paya Lebar for KK..
After not going for quite sometime, it's nice to just sit and enjoy the show.
Tunet was uberly cute that night although he slept during the good parts.
And when he finally woke up, it was about towards the finale.
End of the show, the lil' cutie danced around!
CUTEE!!!

Headed off back home right after that and Farah's plan to have a good laugh @ her Dad's van failed cause of some mix-ups..
lengkali eh Ya ehh...
Reached home and was dutifully satisfied by the weekend funs!

***

Can't wait for the cousin gathering BBQ pit this 2 April.
Mesti best!!!
Grocery shopping this Wednesday with the girls..
Kak Roz, Nana & Kak Hanim! Wooo~~!
Best best!!!!
Baking brownies for the pit.. Mmmmyumm!!
Nanti bley beli eskrim mam nan brownie ekhh! ;)
Hopefully on the 3rd can join again for another KK show...
Kan Mar kann... :)

Alright.. that's it for now.. Till we meet again!
Sayonara fellahs!

Love, Ann

***********
SPECIALLY FOR MARNIE

A year ago, I wrote a very long 'sidetracked' post.. ;P
But I explained how we met and became good friends..
And there's this particular sentence I wrote..
And I quote:

If 10 years down the road, we are still friends and are this close as we are now, it'll be a great..
But if we're not, Ill always know that Marnie is someone that I had always been blessed with as a friend and that once in a period of my life,
Id known someone that meant a great deal to me..
If I were to fight with her, Id always remember that she had been there for me the whole time that I needed a friend to pour out my feelings to...
That every time I needed a true friend, she was there.
That she was a friend that I had ever wished for..

But all there is..
She still is my friend for now..
And for the time that she is, Ill be holding onto those memories...
And that I cherish this friendship for as long as I can remember..

*
It's been a whole year since I wrote that..
And that was my last blog on Multiply before I started blogging here..
It will be my last memorable post.

And yes..

We did fight, did have our misunderstandings..
But still we survived our friendship til now, stronger than ever.
And no matter what people are saying now, do know that the friendship that is going on now,
is purely sincere.
There's no way I would continue befriending you if my intention is solely out of hate.

Let bygones be bygones and let us all learn from our past mistakes.
Everybody deserves a second chance, and everybody deserves to change for the better.
And nobody likes being labeled as something negative in someone's eyes.
We feel your pain and misery and may you know, we're here for you.
Stay strong and keep on being sincere cause we believe you. ;)

Happy Birthday my dear friend.
Have a nice 22th year!

Love you!

Ann

Drama-Rama

2010-03-23T05:05:00.006+08:00

So Ive been long gone.
And I admit it.
Everything's hectic.
One minute its New Year.
The other minute, it's my birthday.
Then there's the big two-ONE celebration.
Then there's planning.
And then there's stress.
And then.
There's ADDITIONAL stress.
Which I damn well do NOT need.
But yet...

Let me just say in advance, this is gonna be a long post. Why?
First, Ive not blogged for like abt 3 MONTHS. Secondly, there's ALOT to share.
Thirdly, cause there's just too many drama. I know, I know.
You're probably going like.. "Pfft! Who cares abt ur dramarama!"
Wellllll.... I DO.
And I wanna write about it, so I can read this back in the years to come and then laugh myself silly!!
And for the Fourth reason. Cause I love to write. :D Heee...

So.. new year huh..
Whats so different about this year..
Hmmm.. let me see..... mmmm... oh!
The people that I celebrated New Year with this year, is not with the same bunch I did last year... voila!
OK, some of them still are.. no wait. ONLY ONE. Marnie.
Last year, Fifi was with her famm members. Farah was with her members. So, compared to last year. Just Marnie.

So here's the bunch of us.

What's important is that we had fun without being excessive.

And then, comes my birthday. dated 1st February 2010.
Which happens to be the birthday of my best girlfriend too, Fifi!!
Yes, we share the same date! Awesome!
So in my blur of planning my 21st birthday party for the 13th, I didnt forget her celebration lah of course...
Her 'cyg' was doing reservist, so it was us girls left to commemorate D Day.
And so I plan a lil sum'ink2 for my dear Fifi.
It was very last minute, but I decided to call up Ijan to help me up with the surprise!
Long story short, she was surprised, unexpected and we had lots n lots of cheery fun and it was a chaotic night. And a very tiring night for me as well! Cause I was suffering from the 'sickness' that made me breathless all the time.
Funny how I was damn active that night. Birthday lar katekan!!

My Birthday gift to her.

And then there was the planning.
Before that, Fifi and I had went for a 'survey day' wayyyy advance so we were fully prepared. Thanks babe for all the help!
Went to search for the outfit, the banners, the this, the that... wahhh... penat tau!

So my birthday party went well...
That, I have got to blog in a different post. I know it's way overdue, but I still want to, cause theres alot of credits to be given, photos and comments and stories to share. Cant be included in this. Cause that's exclusive. ;P
So then, where comes the drama?

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WHATEVER THAT IS WRITTEN BEFOREHAND HAS BEEN REMOVED BY ME.
THIS IS AS FOR WHOM I WANTED TO DECLARE IT TO, AND FOR WHOM I WANTED TO DIRECT IT TOO, WOULD HAVE HAD READ IT.
MY INTENTION WASN'T TO EXPOSE ANY HATRED OR ABUSE TO THE PUBLIC.
SO IT WAS A MOMENT TO BE SHARED.
TO THOSE WHO HAVE READ IT, YOU'D KNOW ONLY THE GIST OF THE STORY.
BUT THE DIRECTION TO THE PERSON WHOM IT'S FOR, IM SURE HAS READ IT.
SO THERE'S NO NEED FOR FURTHER PUBLISHING OF THE SAYS.
THANK YOU.

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Thank you.

Till much later,
Ann

Girlfriends.

2010-03-12T05:14:00.007+08:00

WE GIRLS STICK TO OUR FRIENDSHIP AS TIGHT AS WE POSSIBLY CAN AND TRY TO MAKE ANY SITUATION WORK WITH UNDERSTANDING EVERYBODY'S YES'ES N NO'S.. AND TRY TO ADAPT WITH EACH OTHER'S LIFESTYLES AND THEN WORK OUR FRIENDSHIP AROUND IT, NOT ON IT. SO EVERYBODY'S HAPPY, EVERY RELATIONSHIP STAYS STRONG AND NOBODY LOSES NOBODY. WIN WIN SITUATION WITH AN EXTRA SMILE FOR EVERYBODY.

Endure whatever it is, and we'll go thru this with an open mind. We may all have our flaws in each and every one of us, but Im sure we can accept it all.
As for all the hardships we've gone through, it might be the best way to experience it all.

We may one day not be as strong or together as we are now, but these moments that we are having and have had, try to hold onto it for as long as u can.

Gripping it tight might be our best decision yet. Cause this right here, might be as valuable as our heart can be.

For as long as THIS may be, I will hold on tight to you girls.

Fifi, Paya, Mar, I love u girls.

THE Wishlist

2010-01-28T05:06:00.008+08:00

People have been askin for a wishlist..
I dont have a permanent one buried deep inside my closet.. So here's a fresh one..

Just so you know..
Whatever you get me, even out of this wishlist, will be much appreciated..
It doesnt have to come right outta this list..
Besides, as you can see, there are only a limited number.
Cause really I havent had a wishlist in mind..
But for the dearies who asked for it..
Here you go darlings!

*Eclat D'Arpege, Lanvin Perfume
*O.P.I Nail Lacquer Set
*Sally Hansen Nail Color Set
*Sally Hansen Lip Inflation Plumping Treatment In Sheer Mocha / Sally Hansen Lip Inflation EXTREME
*Hair Straightener (Ceramic)
*Hair Curling Iron Set
*Professional Make-Up Brushes
*Make-Up Box
*Make-Up Sets
*Earring Holder Stand
*CTKD, Dato' Siti Nurhaliza & Kris Dayanti Duet Album

P.S. If you need any of these scratch off the list, please inform me by the bulletion board, right... ----->>> there! ;P
So everyone can see that uve chosen it! ;)

If you're getting something and can't decide on color, here's a hint..
I love the color PURPLE.
Heeheee...

Nurul Ain @ Ann

And a very Happy New Year to you too!

2010-01-03T06:20:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!!

Will be back soon with an update..

NYEve was great, spent quality time with close mates!

Started off New Year splendidly with Dato' Siti Nurhaliza and M.Nasir 's concert, "Bagaikan Sakti".

So far, 2010 is starting off nicely.

Am leaving 2009 behind for good.
Great memories treasured.
As for the crucial hard times.. well..
What does not kill you, makes you stronger, ainit.

As for resolutions.
Just a simple one.

Emerging to be a stronger and better person for myself.
Not for anybody else.
But for my own self.
Cause I believe, I am worthy of that.

Love,
Ann

Typical Bloggers Syndrome : MIA

2009-12-25T06:16:00.005+08:00

I know I know..
Barely update..
Been a long time...
Blog like dead oredii..
Yada yada yada..
Bla. Blaa. Blaaa.

Prolly should b back with a proper post, but Im in bed, barely in the mood for uploading, but with a sudden urge to update.

Ive been gone with several 'out of the blue' posts, but this time Im here for good. Cause Im freeee.... Free of the 'no-internet' world!
And Im pretty much oddly psyched for that!

SO..

December is one of the pretty hectic months, personally for me. There's always this and that, and suddenly my organizers are full of craps!
Well, not craps, just too much plans!

Lets see..
So far, counting down to the days when Fifi will be back in Singapore from her trip to Aussie! Have missed her damn much!! She'll be arrving on the 27th, and with fingers crossed, I am wishing hard I do not have to work on that day. Fat chance that Im gonna, but still! I wanna meet her!! They're planning on a get together on the same day @ Munshi's place, so that's gonna be fun. Again, fingers crossed!

Umm.... Gonna have a family bbq, just my own family, @ ECP coming Monday..

Oh yaa! I forgot the best greatest most incredibly awesome news of all...
I AM GOING TO SITI NURHALIZA'S CONCERT!
I mean, how great is that?!?! That awesome to a maximum level hokay..! U might not feel the love, but I do honey. So don't go putting me down, cause ure not gonna succeed! Muaahahahaa!! Im too happy to be pulled down in any way!!

So, I won a pair of tickets for the movie 'The Fourth Kind' @ Lido on the 23rd and the movie was awesome. I got the news of the balloting when I was with Nana, right after our dinner @ Boon Lay, heading for karaoke. I was so damn excited about it! And of courselaa ajak my darling cuzzy go watch it with me laa kan..!
So I met her after work -which I was late for about more than a half hour. Sorry babe!- and we proceed to Lido and arrived right on time. Collected our tickets, along with the movie premiums. It was a poster of the movie, a notebook and a newspaper. Which was kinda, umm, lame, cause the paper was date the 17th! Pffft! But hey, its free! Ended up in the garbage.
NOT being ungrateful, but I brought a really small bag.
Hey, I could barely fit my big wallet in there tau!
Note to self : Bring bigger bags for next free movie screening.. ;)

The movie was awesome.. It was like a documentary-like movie a story to tell. And it's Milla Jovovich people. She does good acting, so definitely no disappointment for that area.
Enjoyable, suspense and very very interesting. At one point, I was deeply intrigued that when Nana kinda shake me, I literally jumped! So if you're into a movie that is similar to the thrill concept of 'Paranormal Activity', then this is a movie to catch. There's a pretty wide conclusion of the mindset to this movie. It gives you the chance to sit and think about it. It actually brings you to turn and interact with the companion of your movie. So prepare to share.
Like what Milla said, its all up to you in the end. Whether you believe in all of it.
I believe that nothing is impossible. So, that's that.

I will not be working tomorrow... No wait. It's already morning, soo.. I will not be working later.. So Ill be heading to Farah's bro's solemnization in the evening.. Bringin cupcakes..
And also to send to Kak Zaiti her anniversary cake..

Will update on pictures soon.
Have been uploading more photos this past few days into my multiply. Seems that I have waaaayy too many over dued pictures laying around, hogging up all the space in my lappy..
So will get rid of those into multiply and Ima reboot this lappy.
Cause Anny no likeyy the condition of the system currently.
Revamping people!!

Ohh! And who knows the best place to get laptop stickers? I wanna paste it over my lappy cause Im getting bored of white and silver..
And if I could change my keyboard, trust me, I will..
White is soooo not clean looking.

So that's it for now.
Im getting sleepy and lightheaded.
So before I become cranky here, Ill better make my chowz now.

So goodbye, and goodnight!

I mean Good morny!

Nitte nite!

Eyyhh..

Morn morn..!

Ann

Movie Manics!!

2009-11-17T05:02:00.000+08:00

I have been more on the serious note for the last two post..
So gotta get out of that and update joyously!

The last passing days haven't been meaningless..
I had fun!

Movies, karaoke and the best therapy ever... shoppiiinnggg!

I haven't gone for movies for quite sometime, what with all the jam-packed schedule.. [ Fi, you know I know la kan! ;) ]
So decided to catch some movies.. And who's the next movie lover? Genji lar of course! Mr Ijan!

After a while back, when Ijan, Fifi and I went to catch Darah, which was totally awesome..
And not forgetting Fifi's infamous quotes..
"Aku nak balik, aku nak baliiikkkk!! TYak nak tgk lagiii!!!!!"
and...
"Alaaa... nie semer director yg suroh beb!"
Keciok uh lu girl!
Right after that, we went to get Ijan's new lappie and then heads off to BoonLay for our favourite pastime, KARAOKE baybe!
Tagging along were Aburn n Nadia..

Then the next one were when Ijan, Mus, Farah and I went to catch Jennifer's Body.. (despite of the bad reviews Ive read and heard..)
And it was great for me.. Didn't disappoint e in any way.. So.. screw them bad reviews!
Right after tat, we part with Mus and met Fifi n Munshi at BoonLay, again for another KARAOKE session!!

Then the next day I went to my Aunt's place and then we headed off to Mustafa Centre later that night to have our shopping session! ;)
And then headed off for supper!

Next movie.... Paranormal Activity!!!
Okay, again, we went ahead, even thought both Nana and me had heard bad reviews and rumors about how this movie sucked!
And again, shall I say. screw those reviews! I'd like to screw with their heads once in awhile..
Donch you know a good movie when you see it! Pffftt!!
And this movie is worth taling about.. which is what Im gonna do here..

So..
On thursday, we planned to meet @ VivoCity for our 8.05pm movie @ 6pm..
And as per usual, I very the Star-Karatz! Hehhee... sorryy....
So, whilst texting with Nana, confirming on the booking details, we exchange about how the movie have had bad reviews and how some says it's not a good movie.
But I was thinking about how Jen's Body's review have had the same rumor, yet had appeal to me..
I have also read some reviews saying that for an independent movie with less that a million for their budget, it was definitely a good one, which was what encouraged me to view it.
And Im not against those Blair-witch type of filming movies.. They seemed much more real, doesn't it?
So we went ahead for the movie, and seats were filling fast, no surprise since it was the release day.. So this movie was neck to neck with 2012..( which I think will be my next movie to watch!)
So there we were in the theater, and we've got a full house.. This oughtta be good ainit!

And damn it, it was!
Let me tell you...
For a movie which doesn't reveal any full visible ghost or demon, this film manage to scare the crap outta you!
It definitely doesn't come near to those haunting movies which actually reveals it's ghost to you!
And the suspense.......
OH MY GODDDDD!!
You know what.. this was the kind of movie I had waited all my watching-movie-life for!
It definitely appeal to my kind of taste in a horror/thriller/suspense movie!
Two thumbs up!
Heck, even my toe thumbs are pointing towards the sky!

So don't you go telling me it wasn't good.
Yeah.. sure the filming method isn't a good viewing standard.
Sure the lighting wasn't great...
And the plot was easy peasy pie...
But the acting was great, very natural..
And the sound effects were the highlight of the movie..
Those small sounds are what you will be looking out for and will be the one that creeps the hell outta ya!
My only disappointment is......
The theater should have had louder surround sounds!
So if you're planning to go and watch this, find a theater of choice that will provide the best surround sound!!!
It will definitely boosts up that suspense level to a higher notch!

So what the hell are you waiting for!
Go get your ass off to go watch it!!!

This movie prompted the four of us to actually spend an hour and a half on the outdoor of Vivo, with drizzling rain to continue telling ghost stories to each other..
(Kalah misteri jam 12!) Until Mus pointed out it was Malam Juma't.. alamak nie budakk!!!
But we still continued our sharing until we were all insistent to pee and go home..
Cabbed home.. and I just realized something, blogging this...
The drizzling rain had caused the slight flu and headache I was having that night!
hich evetually led to me having a fever with coughs and major runny nose!
Slenger kan kau Ain..!!!!
OKaylaa okaylaa...
I am stupid to not realise I am sensitive to rain..
I get sick fast!
Bodoh!

And so just now, my parents had their off day, so we decided on 2012!
Since I was planning to meet up with Fifi (after not meeting her for quite sometime) she tagged along together to watch the movie...
Met up with her at about 8pm, went to deposit some cash and then headed back towards Westmall, where we met up with my family..

After geting some popcorns and drinks, we head into the movie theater..
Overall, movie? Damn syioook...
Damn cool graphics! And was definitely worth the almost 3 hour sit through (which made my butt ache, EW don't really have that much comfy seats) with Fifi making some comments which caused us to giggle and nudged each other..

Im sure most of you are anxious to see that movie (if you hadn't..) so if you don't mind sitting through a moviewith mostly graphically action scenes, causing you to be on the edge of your sit unrealised, then go watch it..!

So that's it.. Im officially putting roles to my movie go-ers gang..

Ijan.. the movie freak!
Fifi.. the movie jitterer!
Nana.. the movie sport!
Farah.. the movie giggler!

And moi.... I have noooo idea... So name me! ;)

See ya!

Ann Shugars

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger..

2009-11-13T03:54:00.000+08:00

The last post resulted into proper 'formal' conversation between us.
We had been friends since like, forever.
I know, sounds weird cause Ive only known her for like, a year plus.

This era, time flies so fast, you could barely keep up with anything. But the building of friendship sometimes takes a short journey that led to an eternity of knowledge.

Since the day we spoke to each other, I can ensure you, most of the things we talk about were crap. But very very interesting craps. We can crap about anything and yet it makes sense. And that's what makes good friendship, ainit?
You can keep falling out of a topic, yet falls back onto a new one, thus, it never ends!

So why does it this time round, a phone conversation seemed so rigid and awkward?

Without a doubt, there's a gap between us. In fact, it is a bigger gap than I thought it was. Talking to her doesn't change what has happened. But it changed some of my misunderstandings.
I know Im not the best person to be labelled as a bestfriend.
I have had my share of best friends throughout the teen years. Yet, of course, it comes and goes.
Im sure Im not the only girl who suffered this "disease", but you get the picture.
Girl befriends girl.
Girls fights.
Girls never speak to each other no more.

Which is why, we once made it clear between us girlfriends, that the term BESTfriends, just makes things turn into some kind of a curse. So we don't label ourselves as BFFs..

Funny how us girls can become this "BFFs"..
Huh! No wonder guys just spit and huff and slaps each others back as a gesture of buddies.
Us bffs, we squeal and shout and get overly excited hugging each other and the next thing you know, we're up against one another saying the most meanest things and about to immerst into a nasty cat fight.
And what is with all the hair pulling??
I seriously believe it's not the physical pain that is objected towards this act that makes us scream out in defeat.
Its the vanity of having our hair being destroyed.
Ohh ya. I know that for sure. Cause if that ever happens to me... Hah! Be prepared for some serious scratch-outs!

And that was what kinda happen to us.
No no.. There wasn't any pulling or scratching involved, but there sure were some nasty arguments and high-raised voice.
So where's the sanctity of a true friendship lays?
I think it lies in a fight.

Sometimes it takes a pretty deep conversation to solve problems. But being all geared up makes you say the most hatred feelings you have kept way down inside. And sometimes, this is the only way to detox.
This is the best way to hear the ugly truth..

Yeah. We had a conversation recently.
And I do agree that it was time. We were both on our way getting over everything. Both were thinking rationally. We were definitely cooled down. I know I was.
So this time it was more of a serious talk.
I cant deny that I wasn't looking forward to the call.

Let me confess something girl. All those nights when I said I had somewhere to be and couldn't give you a call?
Yeah. I was lying.
It was either that or that I simply forgotten. I know deep down inside me it was because I wasn't ready.
I know it sounds silly, but I wasn't prepared to have to face talking to you, even if it was a telephone conversation.
Moreover meeting with you. I clearly was still having doubts about going in again and talking it through.
Cause even the last night we talked, I didnt have a proper goodbye with you.
And I think it was a fate that made it that way, cause I seriously wasn't ready to face that.

But the night we talked, I was sure it was time, which was why I initiated the phonecall to be made.
I know I might sound cold at first, and that was because I was trying to put an armor around me.
Sounds crazy, but I didn't want to crumble and fall hard.

Im glad that you can bring up the doubts that you were having and asked me about it. And I was also glad I was comfortable enough to answer all of them without halting.

Yes, it was formal and awkward at first, but I soon learn to relax towards the conversation and I felt that you somehow did too. Ironic that this was right after we confirmed that the conversation was taking a toll on it being very A-B-C..
Towards the end of the call, I loosen up abit. And I let a part of me learn to accept it as it is and learn to open my heart to it.
Beb, bukan kau sorang sebak. aku cuma tahan jer.
And besides, I was in a public space.

You know the moment we laughed about how the way I immediately say things that I don't think through?
No doubt, of all people, you are the only person who understood my way on that.
Nobody could take those sayings as a laugh when I later realise my mistake, than you could.
And no doubt, those were the priceless moments that I always yearn for.

It takes quite sometime for me to had been able to pick up that phone and dial you up.
And it may still take sometime for me to take up on your offer to meet up.
I know it might be annoying of me, but it would have to be baby steps.
When I say they needed time to heal, it was referring more to my ownself too...\

Old habits die hard.
So when being friends with a person became a routine, sometimes losing it may make you lose a part of yourself.

Nurul Ain

It has all come down to this...

2009-11-03T18:17:00.002+08:00

Ive been gone for a very long time.. and when I mean long, I do know its been a hell long of a journey in my life too..
The last time I blogged, my life was so much different as of now.
Funny, since, if you really see it through, it shouldn't have been that eventful when it's only have been a couple of months..
You know, when you meet someone and ask them how's life.. And if the reply is that their life has been okay, so far's nothing's really change and that their life is uneventful, it just dutifully means that everything is going pretty great for them.. As much as any other happy happenings are eventful, not all have happy endings. And most of the time, when your life is eventful, something has gone wrong, way off the neutral path you've been going.. Sure, there's perks and surprises to it, and you don't get bored..
But you never really want to experience it first hand if you know how it truly hurts.
And I must say, my life this couple of months are truly eventful..

My way of life is simple. Simple that I can verbally explain it all.
Work with my parents.. Live off the money earned. Spent time with family. Enjoy life with friends. Enjoy what life has to offer, first hand. Cause I never need to think about a permanent workplace, no big bills to settle and a handful of people I feel calm and peaceful with.
Others might want to live life as carefree as me.. Others might find it boring and tacky.
Me? Im the latter.
I know, it's my life and Im suppose to embrace it. But this is what life has to offer me at the moment. This is not my picture. This is not my dream. My dreams have not begun yet.
It may be a slow start. A very very slow start indeed. But Im the kind of person who doesn't rush things.
And when I mean I dont, doesn't mean I take things one at a time and follow everything closely and calmly. No.
I leave everything to the very last minute and then feeling panicky about it at the end.
Im probably one of those who is set to die due to a heart attack. *knocks wood*
But that is me, and most people find it irritating and I do too. But I cant help myself from feeling that way and still doing it purposely. I don't have that much courage and confidence to fully take everything on-hands at the very beginning. I get scared of it, and of course, leading it to being more overdue and at last I get all clammy and sweaty and nervous, and I have to do whatever I have to do in that state, feeling like a complete idiot who could've done it a month ago and not have a problem with it.
You know, I should probably walk around with a baseball bat asking people to hit me with it so I can finally change my ways.

As Im about to discover, life can never be that simple. Sometimes it's just the way of nature that nobody can go through life without having to suffer or mourn, practically having it all laid back. No no. You're not entitled to that unless you're in heaven.

I can definitely say that life is full of surprises. And man! Was I in for a whole load of surprises!
Sometimes you can be friends with a person for so long and think you've known them inside out and probably feel that everything they do is predictable. But don't judge too quickly. Even years of friendship can fall through with just a betrayal from one party.
So how exactly strong is a friendship of just a year old?

I ask the question.
Why is that, everytime I feel the deepest care for a friend, until I start to take her for a sister,it all backfires?
Why is that I always feel betrayed?
Or rather why is the picture doesn't seem right? Why does it change when you thought life has gotten better?
Why does the closest turns into someone you avoid?

******

Things have changed for our friendship in PB.
I have been pleasantly speaking of good about our friendship. How it had turned my life around. How truly blessed I felt getting to know each and everyone of them. And I do mean every single word I have said, despite of the recent turnarounds.
Looking back to the events that have unfolded, I see that our life has revolved into a very colorful story.
I would make millions writing a book on it.
No, Im not exaggerating.
If you knew how the story goes, unfold it one after another, the betrayal, deceit, ignorant of it all, you would turn every page with complete awe and fascination.
That itself proves how much the drama-esque of it all are.

It all surrounds itself with the climaxing break-ups, exciting new lovers, wonderful new friendships, one-minute beau's, neglected bestfriends, endless gossips and cruel betrayals.
There's so much twist and turns, that even the 'meleret' drama-JIHAN fails to compete with our true events.
You'll be as confused as me if you heard every detail of it.
Even until now, some things, I still could not figure it out. And with my attitude of always wanting to know each and every side facts of a story, it kills me to be in the open, not being given the exact answers to the questions brought to the table.
Each growing days, brought a new information around. And it never fails to leave me with an open-mouthed, clearly in shocked with all the new juicy revelations. And it makes me fill myself up with more doubts and endless frustration on my part, having felt betrayed, being lied to in the face and yet eating it all up. Not realizing that all this while, it was all probably a sham.
You've heard the saying before.
Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.
And a definite slap should be brought upon my face for being so gullible as to eat up every single word and not dwell more on it.

Im being brought forward personally saying that I like to assume things, and say it out loud without even thinking of the effects it will cause.
And I do not deny that.
Yes. I do that. Probably more than I realize. I have openly announced how I sometimes hate myself for being that careless and fickle-minded.
Im someone who sometimes says things without rolling it inside my head, and making sure of the consequences Im about to face for speaking of it. Granted, it sounds silly in my head but sometimes comes out as something much more than that. And I'd rather kick myself in the ass than saying sorry.
Why? Because once the words flew off my lips, Ill regret it and feel ashamed of my sayings. Yet, shy and timid to say sorry.
And I want to clearly justify how much I despise that part of me.
How sometimes, even to come forward and claim the rights for myself, I have the most apparent scare for it.
But I do know this mistake of mine and now I have find myself to think before even mumbling anything.

I do have this timid and shy bubble around me. Yes.
But push my buttons further and I might just burst. And as much as I can keep calm and having my anger at bay, I have this side of me that might just rose up and kick ass!
Haaahaha!
Not literally, but, you get the gist...!

And I have had my buttons pushed a couple of times, but Im always a person with a very weak exterior. So I tend to get angry, burst my anger up, but also burst my tear ducts off.
Ill cry everytime I get angry. This is of feeling sad that the situation had turned awfully wrong for me to be able to be that fired up.
And Ill usually end up the miserable one.

The first meet up. Yes. Buttons were pushed, I was angry, sad and disappointed, all in one. Everything that happened had made me feel overly emotional. Practically coming out of my bubble, I seem eager to wanna know the answers, motives and shortcomings of everything. Tears pooled up and fell down my cheeks. I hated that feeling of having to be angry and yet could never control that emotional weakness of mine.

Between the days of it, one by one it uncovers itself and again I felt totally truly betrayed that it made me come on forward again.
Call me a coward if you will, but I am very good with expressing myself through text rather than verbal.
Im not that strong in holding a comeback face to face or confessions as personal as it gets. I find myself at ease and in check at expressing myself through words and phrases. I hate to open my mouth to say things that I truly meant because sometimes it makes it much more serene to pen it down. So forgive my ways, there's never an ounce of disrespect intended on my part. This is my way of coming forward and had always been. Yes, it may be impersonal, but this is by far the most honest I can be...

Second meet up wasn't a good start. Sparks were already flying in the air. Harshness was being directed before we even came face to face. What with a birthday celebration surprise going on, interrupted rudely and it wasn't even coincidental. Of course it was an open knowledge about what was going on at that moment. How long have we been friends? How do you respect that person, to think not to ruin all the happiness on his special day. That was what that pisses me off the most. What with the very abrupt interruption, followed by a sudden skid to all the joyness, just because of a silly misunderstanding of one part, who doesn't even have anything involved in the current situation. And we have ourselves to be blamed at and be rudely threatened to be put down. I could never forget those words. "Aku mesti matikan krg punya." How big has our mistakes be that you could breathe out those words. And with the sacrifice to that special night, and another sacrifice of part from another person, we were then told of a change in meetings. You may say that I was being heartless, judging that someone coincidentally fell ill that very same night, but it was a big screwed up to what we were jilted out of and then being left with a reminder to be nice and then seems to all start back to square one.
This time, no crying was done in my part. And I was actually amazed at myself for not tearing up even a little bit for her part. Only one moment that I felt totally genuine of sadness when I talked about how amongst all this betrayal, I somehow neglected the best person friendship has to offer. It was only then that I felt a tear was sincere in that person's honor.
Yes, things were solved that night. On my part with hers.
Yes, we're considered "clean".. No more misjudging on our part..
We got it all cleared in the air..
I still am in contact briefly with her for a couple of days..
Assuming it was all a 'no-motive' end on her part and a sorry from me to misjudged that far..
Presumably all those words weren't even leaked on with lies...
People kept asking me.. How it all went.. How is my coming reaction for all this.. How am I dealing to this current situation..
I honestly explain that the gap between our friendship seems to be healed since it was all unintentional on her part and that all seems well. However the cut has been made and even though it might slowly heal, there's always a scar left behind. And thus, I will let it all comes down to fate and just go with the flow. Being close like before may not be as easy as it may be. It may just have to be a close decision on my part, which only I alone can decide on it.

Until the very night of 29th.. Where it all comes down to knowing more of the deceitfuls that lies beneath all the lies. Having it told to me may even hurt more on the speaker's behalf, but it does makes me feel repulsed by it all. To know that I was lied to my face. To know that it may ALL just probably be another set of lies. And betrayal is a painful thing.
With arms linked towards the one person I may actually be able to trust, I declared my doubt.
Do I ever want to befriend a person who lies directly to my face?
Able to cook up a hell of a story when indeed it was all lies?
A person who had another life going on and yet still makes a story to make it all seemed ok..
A person who doesn't care what I feel of the whole situation?
A person that hurts another friend of yours..
A person who had indirectly cause the neglection of another friend...
A person who does things that you never would never expect to even in a million years..
A person who felt it was ok to make a joke that was very threatening, yet find it amusing..
A person who seems to finds it was easy to make you feel stupid..
A person that makes you personally feel worthless in some ways..
A person who changes before your eyes by each day...
A person who you do not seem to recognize anymore..
A person you feel a total stranger to.

Just to set the records straight. I never meant to make things worst than it already is. It's all already in a very chaotic surrounds. I never am a person to want to make enemies. Things that Ive portrayed, all's in a form of expressing my self. And everything that I've delivered have been openly shared with her. I've declared everything with her and this entry isnt another spark to start a new fire. Even with all the conflicts, we still are in talking terms and I never meant to out away any friends.
Amidst all this, I still can reminisce and remember the good moments we had together.. It's just that things turn around in a very abrupt manner that neither anybody could take it all in at one go.

To him..
Yes.. the way of her letting you go was never right. And she do admit that. Now that, I respect. But she knows I never fully respected the decision because she knew how I felt about it in the beginning. So no secrets there. You just hold on tight. New surprises awaits you. Life has to move on. I know it must hurts a greal deal to be given that hand of matters, but you need to know that it all happened for a reason. Maybe it will benefit you more than it may do to her. So keep your grounds, hold on and you might be getting a hell of a better ride in the near future. If you're crumbling down by your ownself -which I doubt you are,cause you're strong dude!- we are all here to be by your side. We still can have our fun and laughter..
And hey! Being single does have it's plus'es! So enjoy it while you still have that privilege! Keep smiling, chin up!!

To her..
like I said, Ill just be going with the flow. I have had become one of your closest friends and I had treated you as my own sister.. There's this gap between us now, but just so you know, Ive never forgotten whatever happy times we had. But life must do go on. You're leading a happy life now, judging by your blog that is, so Ill leave that to you to live on. Just to be clear, whatever I said that involves your new beau's or his sister, it was all meant to be between us. They were just there, but they were never an issue personally to me. I've known them for a brief period,and for whatever that period was, I was happy to know them. They've never had a personal issue with me, so I don't mean to drag them into whatever is going on with us. They have been nice, way nicer than I've expected. Never fail to give a heads up. So definitely no personal grudge to them. Of all people, Im sure you understand what I mean.

*******

Im not perfect and so do others.
But actions speaks louder than words.
And if words are more painful that what everything was becoming, how do you expect a happy ending?

Indeed, there never will be a perfect happy ending, ever.
Cause life is never too easy for you.
Unless......

Signing off,
Nurul Ain

New found mates!

2009-08-03T01:29:00.016+08:00

So I haven't done a decent blogging in quite sometime..
And I finally have something to gib-gab about..

The girls came over to my place just now and we chilled till abt 11+ where they caught the last bus home..
Whilst they were here, we chatted and I did a heavy-'high'-profile makeup for Ika..
Not a full face, just focused on her eyes alone..
And it turned out nice and glittery!!
Ooohh.. glitters.. favourite taoo!
Here are some of the captures..

Ive uploaded some photos into facebook and the loads-of-pics needs to be published, right after I captionize all of them..
This includes pics of the photo shotz I did with the girls..
Photos of our PB pit celebration..
And also, the very latest one..
Pics of when the 'empat cowok2' came down to Singapore..

It was a blast bringing them all over Singapore..
Okay, not really all over..
They were only here for 3 short days..
What was sure was that we gave them the taste of our nightlife..
And boy, they weren't really that strong for that..
I guess they're used to getting into bed early compared to us Spore youngsters..
We prefer our nightlife compared to theirs I guess..
They called it 'bengadang'.. Meaning to 'ton'..
I guess we do it more often compared to them..

It was actually an impromptu thing for me..
See, Marnie told us that she would be busy over the weekend entertaining her guest friends from Indonesia circling Singapore, bringing them around.
And so I made plans with Fifi to just chill n karaoke @ her place..
But I awoke on Saturday, learning that Fifi was busy, so I texted Marnie asking her whereabouts..
And she said she was chilling @ Ijan's place and was waiting for Ijan to get ready, then to meet those guys..( Okay, we'll call them cowok2 from now kays.. =D)
And she asked me to tag along, and since I had nothing better to do on a saturday afternoon, I fully well agreed!
Rather than lazy-ing my ass around in the house doing practically nothing.
So I quickly got ready and then head over to Jurong East to meet Marnie n Ijan.

Upon arrival, I realised that Ika too was there..
Well, as the saying goes, the more the merrier horhh!
Upon reaching Bugis, we seek the cowok2 who were having their dinner.
So we too had our dinner..
After being done with it, we were officially introduced to them.
So we have Dimas, Ivan, Efan and Victor..
I really had trouble differentiating the callings of Ivan n Evan.. Trust me, the pronunciation is so confusing for me.
It's not pronounced as it's spelled lahh ehh..

So we brought them around Bugis shopping..
And then at around 8pm, we proceeded off to Orchard..
They managed to shop @ Tangs before the shops there were closing..

Right after, we head back to Bugis, to Haji Lane for sheesha..
Where Farah n Zir were at..
So we joined them..
That was when we started to get comfy with them and chit chatted..
Laugh at random words..
And whilst we learn some new sayings, they too tried speaking our malay..
Vair vair funny laa siaa...
I still can never forget when one of us said "CB"..
And one of them asked what I was..
Well, we sure got some explaining to do, and we did tell them the meaning..
Which we then got a translate from it for their language..
Goodness!

So we chilled till about 1, which we then cabbed home..
With plans to meet tomorrow again @ Sentosa..!

So I went to bed pretty late that night and had to wake up pretty early..
Woke up @ around 830am, and started busying myself cooking..
I made Nasi Briyani and cut-up chix chops...
Great duo for picnic huh??
Oh oohh! And some Black Pepper Chix Fried Rice w sunny-side up eggs just for Farah and me.. heee.. =D
Cooked and packed and I was ready by 11am and then met Farah @ the bustop @ 1130am when we then both head over to Harbourfront interchange..
It was just the two of us first..

So we headed over to Sentosa by bus from the Int and made our way to Pahlawan Beach..
Over the NEWLY-CONSTRUCTED (and may I say, safer) bridge and to our normal spot..
The place was crowded but our spot was well unoccupied waiting for us.. =D
So, we popped our tent and settle down with music blasting and having our lunch by the sea..
Ahhh.. my idea of a relaxing afternoon lunch..!

We talked and gossiped until Ijan n Ika arrived at about 3pm..
Followed by Marnie and cowok2 about half an hour later..
They all had their lunch and then Marnie n cowok2 headed off to tour around Sentosa..
They were planning on Luge...
Before they headed off, Ijan said to Ivan... "hati hati yaaa.."
To which then we taught him to say...
"take care siooolll...!" WITH hand gestures..!

So, without waiting, Farah and I changed and got into the water!
And boy was mother nature calling... Ssssshhhhh.....!
So we swam around, and saw that Ijan n Ika was camwhoring..
And I mean MAJOR camwhoring..!
Everytime I turn my head towards them, they'd be snapping their ass off!

Until Ijan forgot he wanted to swim laah tuu..
And when he changed and got into the sea, the lifeguard came towards us and informed us that we had to get ashore in 15 mins..
Hhahaaahahahaaaa!!!
Waste time jer laa ko masuk air..
And I spent that 15 mins inserting water into my ear, trying to expel sucked-in water in my ear.. Yiieesshhkk..

* I forgot to bring my tshirt to swim in, but the water was calling, jadi masok jer laa...!*

I wanted to get out but Ijan insisted on staying in for that last 15 mins..
Kesian kau ehh, tular, aku suruh masuk2 cepat2 tk nk...
Amek gambar style BANGLA jugak ko nakkk!!!
wakakakakakaaaaaa!!!!!!

*Aaabanglaaa..... Hensemlaa hencemlaa.. eecchiieeuuyymm!*

We were actually the last one to get off the water, when we were whistled at by the lifeguard...
Getting off, I then realised that the water was vair vair surut.. We were practically swimming in the middle of the sea, about waist-high.. hahaha!!
So we quickly pack up all our things, as it was getting pretty dark.. and I did not want to leave anything behind, like I did the last time..
My favourite gorgeous purple shawl...! Uurrghh!! I love that thang!

Headed over to shower off and then et the guys near 7-eleven..
And that was when the cam-madness started!
We had our cameras ready, self-timer and all and the 'clickers' had to rush to get into the pic.. Hilarious!
See this picture.. Dimas barely made into the shot. ON time!!

And then we head off to catch the monorail towards vivo and more camwhoring continues..
Oh good god.. we hadn't been maddening over camtaking in a vair vair long time..
And we definitely realise how fun it is to take lots and loads of pictures..!
So make sure lengkali kita amek gambar mcm tu lagi taoo!
Best cekalikkk!!

Upon reaching Vivo we headed over to Banquet since some of us wanted to grab something to eat first..
So Farah, Ika and I headed over to get some doughnuts..
And after getting a dozen of them, we side-tracked and ended up in the bikini store and after much browsing, Farah bought a top-notch bikini (definitely worth the price AND the duped push-up paddings) and by then the others were already done with their meals..
So then we met up and headed to the chilling spot by the sea bay...

They had a game of poker and then they taught us to play 'tepok nyamuk'..
After some demonstration (which embarassed ika, because she joined in the demo, eagerly encouraging us to join in, dgn semangatnye and found out that it was a demo by them-fucking funny.. although cute kaper kaoo!!)we got the gist of the game and played altogether..
Which was vair vair hugely entertaining and will definitely be another game we'll always play!!

So then after a game of 'true or dare' -which will remain theyoung night's secret- they headed off to Esplanade whilst cabbed back home and calling it a night...
Managed to capture some photos with the cowok2 and giving my last goodbyes to them since they were expected to leave the morning after...

And here are some shots of them on their way to Esplanade..

And this are the two who brought all of us friends together..

So the next day, I beeped Marnie and turns out that the cowok2 is still in Singapore, at her place.. It seems that they got confused about the timing of the buses headed towards Kuala Lumpur... So they were still browsing through the coaches and decided to board the 1130pm coach that night..
Since they still had the day unoccupied, they still are able to roam around till their departure.. So I met all of them @ BB Int and headed off towards Lavender to purchase their tickets.
They were all lugging around their bags and 'tas'.. ahaa!
Then we split into two.. Ivan, Dimas and Efan went to get their tickets while Marnie, Victor and I went to Somerset to check out on Iphone, since Victor wanted to purchase one..
Long story short, glitches here and there...
We went to Orchard next, walked all the way to Taka Garden, then to lucky Plaza and finally went to Ion, -pictures along the way.. =D- and then trained to Bugis and met with the others..
After a lil last minute shopping at Bugis Street, we head back to get their bags and eventually had our last supper together..
Then it was the farewell bid to them all, onto the cab they went and Mar and I trained back home..

*Double-checking on their coach tickets..*

Woww.... Let me jus say how much fun it was to spend they weekend with them..
It might havebeen short but it was definitely the most fun ever!

Ngak bole dinafikan bahwa kami semua di Singapur kangen banget sii ama kehadiran kamu semua sementara di sini.. Canda dan tawa semuanya fun dan happy dehh... Paling kalo kamu semua kesini lagi, pasti best banget.. Ditunggu kedatangan kamu semua.. Jangan serik yaa.. Pasti di ajakkin keliling Singapur lagi.. Kita semua pon feeling2 sperti tourist guide doank! Hahaaa!!
Salam Sayang buat kamu semua yaa!!

****

Alright.. So tomorrow will be painting dayy..! Im so gonna paint over the purple'osity of my room!!! Urghh.. Gonna miss having a purple room, but I need a change for once..
The purple color is making me sleepy all the time. A
And research shows that its true..
Hmmm...
So Im gonna paint over it with a much more elegant look... Gold Dust by Nippon Paint...
Odourless Babyyy!! No headache for moi!
Ironic that my mom had objected when I wanted to paint by bedroom purple before, and now shes painting her room lilac purple... Chett!!!
So that'll be my job for the next two days.. Painting and changing the look of my room...
The girls will be coming over to help.. Gonna ask for their opinions tomorrow..
And I need to print pictures for my bulletin board.. Its been ages since the pictures are the same.. I want to put new glamoric photos on it... Ripped off all the old ones...
Eh ehhh... But Wentworth Miller stays on uhh... No ripping ripping on that eyyhh.. He stays..!

Okaylaa... U know where to go for more detailic pictures horhh..

Love yarr!!

Ann Shugars!

Ketiak+Hidung=Ketiung... Carpark+Parking Lot=Cupping Lot.. oh goshh!!

2009-07-18T02:17:00.005+08:00

Went to Bugis Street for a lil shopping..
Spree for Farah though... hahah!
And then we head off for Sheesha @ Haji Lane..
Ika didn't join us for Sheesha though cause she was feeling unwell and insisted on heading home first..
So the ones that went were me, Farah, Fifi n Munshi..

Had quite a nice time talking and catching up, with a lil hippity of gossips.. hee...
Girls cant live without that..
And Munshi joined in.. haha!!
We had quite a laugh here..
And also during the cab back home..
Who thought hidung and ketiak could be KETIUNG???!!?
Fifi fifi...

Im kinda weak now..
Im having quite a cramp here..
But am still not in bed, where Im supposed to be..
Have to wake up eary tomorrow..
To get ready for the outing tomorrow..
It's Man's birthday and we're celebrating it by going for karaoke..
Who's Man?
Ika's new TTM... =D

And and...
tomorrow Fifi's tagging along too!!
My favourite singing buddy!!!!!
Aaaaahhh!!
Its been so loonngggg.....!!!!!!

But a vair vair big disappointment added to it though..
Our darling Marnie will not be there!
She's in JB right now. visiting relatives..
Wont be back till Sunday..
Hopefully we'll see you then girlfriend!!

Fifi's dropping by my house tomorrow noon and we're heading to the Karaoke together...
And Im gonna do her make-up for her...
The vair first time kan kan kann...!!
Gorgeousyy nanti!!
And tomorrow we'll definitely be singing CINTA!!!!
A have to!! OUR Official SONG tauuu!!!! hahahahaaa!!!!

I cant wait for tomorrow..
And I pray oh pray..
Please DO NOT gimme major cramps tomorrow..
I wanna enjoy tomorrow's outing, not complaining abt how I need to sit down..
Or need the damn effing toilet!!

Oh ohh..
I bought shoes.. AGAIN.
My mom is gonna freak if she knows I bought shoes again....
I have been buying shoes and slippers non-stop these few weeks laa...
I also got a pair of fake-gold earrings.. BIG round ones.. =D

But I really need to go to sleep now lar..
Later cannot wake up then later kena marah dengan Fifi..!
Hhahaa!!
And anyway...
I am excited abt tomorrow's karaoke session laar! Alaar..
I everytime excited one when comes to karaoke sessions!!
Best2!!

Okaylar.. Goodnites!

XOXO
Ann Shugars

Keepin it real..

2009-07-10T04:34:00.000+08:00

Everybody has their ups and downs.
Being it in friendship, kinship or relationship.
Either way, you cherish it with all your might.
And everyday, people try their best to save what they have still have left of.
Trying to hold onto that glimpse of hope even if there's only a speck of it left.
I had always adore that kind of bravery and enthusiasm.
And I made it one of my very own principles.
Living through it, with it, knowing that it'll always do you good to think of all the hopefulls and wish that it'll help you save whatever it had left for you. Work with what you've already got.
Sometimes, it goes a whole mile long of even being selfless.
Cause sometimes it may not go to waste because at the end of the high road, you get all the answers you have ever wanted and still keep that person close to you, even if just, at heart.

Jealousy.
Always a bad thing.
I've always remind myself to never have that feeling.
For me, no matter how you put it, it'll never sound healthy to me.
Envy?
Yes.
Jealousy?
NO.

Sometimes you envy even the smallest laughs and hugs people share with each other.
But day by day, you might think that it'll grow into jealousy.
Lose that thinking, keep it REAL.
Make it healthy.
Show that you're worthy of independence.

That's what I've always keep close to my mind and soul.
Never let it fade into dust.
Never let go of it even if it seem to take your life away.
Nobody could grab independence away from you.
No matter what they do.
They will never, ever have THAT.
Stand on your own two feet.
Keep it at bay.
Rest assured, everything's gonna be fine.

Everyone had friends come and go at a moment of your life.
Some hurts, some doesn't even matter.

All my friends matters to me.
No matter how cruel and ill-being they could be, they had once shared laughter with me.
The phrase, forgive but never forget.
Oh so true.
I could forgive you, but never in a million years would I forget what you did to me.
No, not because I keep a grudge.
I am not one to keep grudges.
That is beyond me.
Simply because...
Fool me once, shame on you.
Fool me twice, shame on me.
I learn.
And I will forever make sure that it stays embedded into me like an armor.
Independence means a hell lot to me.
It means the world to me.
I could never lose it, or there will be no meaning left for me to live.

***

There's no denying that it had felt different and weird, not being able to talk as when we used to.
Always, had loads to share. Could not stop sharing and could not stop finding a newer and better topic to gossip about.
Had always been that thing that you look forward to day by day..
And sometimes, when it seem to slowly gone missing, you wonder.
You ponder about it over and over again, and sometimes can't even seem to find a perfect answer to it.
And it makes you go insanely oblivious to everything.
But yet, you keep quiet and try to scratch your way through,slowly.
Cause it all meant something to you.
Something that you wanna cherish.
A friendship you would never want to fade away.

I kept it simple.
Kept it per normal.
Hurts?
Nope.
Confused?
A hell lot!

But I knew deep down inside that there's an explanation.
And Ive already got it and it made me trust my conscience even better.

It felt good.
It felt great to be sharing once more.
I felt at ease knowing that everything's fine.
It has been quite sometime.

I've missed the tiny details.
The lil chats that turned big.
And everything's clear now.
Glad that it is babes.

You.
Anybody would hate to be lied to.
To be hypocrisy to.
But that doesn't change the fact that you're still a human being and everybody have their mistakes.
So as long as it doesn't involve in humiliating us further, it'll all remain at bay.
But if it goes out of hand, and someone gets hurt, don't stop me from pulling myself out slowly from you.
It doesn't help that the approval of that person is difficult for us.
Another is the fact that that other person close to us is hurting a hell lot.
Especially at this critical time.
And the fact that you seem to not even care if he's alright.
You may be someone I care for.
But if you ever hurt another innocence, be sure to accept a comeback.
Because people stick as one.
Be true to us and we'll accept it.
But take the wrong end of the stick, it might just turn around and whipped your butt out.

Ann Shugars

Lest its solved...

2009-07-03T17:24:00.007+08:00

Been neglecting this blog.
Ok.
Here's the deal.

Remember those previous post where I told ya that I had activated roaming for my internet access in desaru?
Ok, that was a bad move.
And someone should have told me that it was!!

And now Im fucking stuck with an overdue bill of over $500.
The thing is, Ive called Starhub, and they'll get back to me.
But they are yet to do that.
I got a withheld missed call in the morning.
But I was asleep!
Dammit! Sape suro dier kol kul 8am??

So Im still waiting till they call me back and then Ill do whatever it is Ive gotta do..
Im still over my head thinking about this.
Burden laa siaak!

So itll take ages for me to download multi-photos into multiply.
And exactly the reason why Ive not been uploading those photos.
Ijan, Dydi, Nana, you guys specifically are the ones who want those pictures.
I truly apologize for no being able to do that.
If everything goes well, Ill be uploading it maybe in the next week.
But if it doesn't, I guess itll be months or until I find a job to pay the bill.

So again, the very reason there's a lack of updates here.
I find it vair vair boring putting up entries without pictures when there is a whole lot of albums waiting to be published!!

They're all so vair bloody eager to be put up but Im not able to do that!!
And no doubt, Im pissed.

So again, Im sorry for the very slow updates and uploading.
Its beyond my help.
I just need to take it on one at a time.

So, till the next entry.

P.S. Jan, if u wan those pit pics, meet me with ur connection. Then u can upload those pics aye!
Or provide me a thumbdrive!!
&&!
I have some hott hott songs for yaa!

♥,
Ann Shugars

Gg w d flow...

2009-06-19T05:37:00.003+08:00

I still am unable to fully update, esp on photos.
Some of you knows abt my connection problem due to a mistake of mine.
Its fixed and taken care of, but I am yet to call and set the connection right.

So I guess that I still have to disappoint you guys.

It doesnt help that my schedule is rather tight.
Ironic, since I do not have a proper job.

This Monday, Im heading to KL.
Wont be back till thurs..
And Im not even sure what time Im gonna reach SG.
Which shucks!
Cause the PB BBQ pit is on thurs!!
I do not want to miss nothing!!!
Im simply disappointed with this but there is nothing I can possibly do.
And with this, I gotta pass everything to the others to take care of.
Calculations, shopping list and other extra necessities.
I have been managing all of it and I know it's gonna create a lil confusity for them.
Im really sorry guys, I do not have a choice.
But Im sure you guys can do it all.. =)

BBQ pit's till saturdayy...
Ok.
I hope everything goes gerr-reaatt! =D

Im still feeling suckishh...
Not much of a wonder.
I feel like crap.
Nothing new.

Till Later,

Ann Shugars

Amidst

2009-06-15T04:09:00.003+08:00

Some things happened and I have been whisking through it all slowly..
Yet it's still haunting me in a way..

But I gotta get through all of it somehow and try to find the right path to all the problems..

Im really sorry for neglecting this blog.
But Ill be back with loads of updates.
The last thing I wanna do is make another empty promise, but Ill try to keep my words.

Sorry for not updating the pictures up in multiply for sooooo long...
I know some of you are eager to get your hands on those pictures of you, but I really gotta hold them back for now.
Things are going crazy and I haven't got the time to really sit down and do it all at once, properly.
So, again, I apologise and please be patient for those pictures aye.
Ill do it at the best of my time..

Till then...

XOXO

Ann

BOREdom of the century.

2009-06-10T17:32:00.003+08:00

Ok.
I know I promised a hell of a long lists of updates.
But apparently, due to extreme boredom, I didnt do updates.
instead I slept my sorry ass off!
Yes.

Reached Desaru at abt 4.30pm.
FYI, I was asleep on the drive over.
So upon reaching, I dragged my butt of the car and headed into the chalet and continued my sleep.
On the comfy bed with minimal aircon support.. Ugh.

So then, I woke up in the evening, got something to eat and drag myself into the chalet back.
Watched a movie.
And then went to the beach with the boys, in attempt to de-stress myself, which helped for a momento.
And then when it was about 4am, I called it a day and sleep the night off.

Woke up jus now and immediately took a shower, changed, had breakfast and headed out into the sea.
Ok, see.
All of my friends know.
Everytime I were to ask to swim, Id refuse and says Im lazy.
But once Im in, try to get me out.
Susah aku ckp nan kau..
Kalau da berendam, nk berendaaam je tross...

Got in abt 2pm and then had a popsicle when the aiskrim uncle came along.
Showered off the sea waterrr and then baam.
Tidor lage akuu.

Until I was called out to go cook the brown sauce.
Alamak.
Tak senang betol laa hidop..

So again, I dragged my sorry ass out and cook the damn sauce -which turned out delicionte laa of course... heheh..- and then ate some some.
And I couldnt get myself to sleep again.
So here I am typing it all out.
I am officially bored.
And Im havin flu.
KNNBCB!
Nice top off kan.
Like peanuts on top of an ice cream.
Only thing, I hate NUTS!!

Ohh OHH!!
Best part?
Bloody fucking SUCKER of mosquitoes!
The moment I stepped out of the room to the outdoors, mosquitoes attacked my legs like Im a cotton candy or something.
And lagikan, I was wearing tights.
Suke2 hati dier je temboskan dier nyer jarum-of-a-mulot into my tights and sucking out my precious delicious sweet tangylicious blood.
Really.
Why else would they attack my BLOOD???

Okaylaa... Im vair vair lazy to go and do uploads.
So no pictures.
Im fucking lazyy!! Ugh.

FML!

Ann Shugars

Off to Desaru..

2009-06-09T03:24:00.002+08:00

I came back 3 hours ago from a meet-up with cuzzin loves~!
Had a lot of fun karaoke-ing and laughing hooties out!!

We did went for karaoke on Saturday too followed by Kuda Kepang.
That was a great day too!

And I had to work on Sunday..
THAT wasnt that greatt..........

So Im still so fully awake, seeing that I just took a nice long shower and am all fresh and sQueakyClean right now.
And Im gonna do what I always do before a road trip.
NOT sleep for the entire night.
Heh..

So I still havent do any packing, because that's me.
Ill leave things to the very last minute, and then rush through grabbing all my necessities when people are already getting into the car.
And Ill be yelled at for holding everybody off when I had the WHOLE night to prepare.
Ehh...
If I don't create a big fuss, that's just not me.
Bad thing about that is, Im bound to forget something.
Like... my contact lenses casing or solution.
Or my SPECS.
Eaargh!

Thats why I always have a long list with me..
Gettin everything on my list and joyfully saying "check!" to the things Ive packed.
So, ta-daahh~!
No more problems.
Tapi kan, masaalah nyer.. kadang2 mesti ada je ku lupa nak tulis...
Alamak.
Kecoh kan.
Susah tau macam gtu.
Chet!!

Ill be putting off pictures and updates till I reach Desaru.
I know I will have a long boring day ahead, thus I will have lotsa lotsa time to update.
"Can mehh?", you say?
Can laahh!!
I called starhub oredy kan...
Abes tu kan, I activate internet roaming.
Best kan!
Cheap lage!
$10 activation + $5 per mth.
You cant put a price on internet access when you're far away from EVERYBODY.
So, Ill be able to update and also chat with you lovelies out there!

Jadi tak payah la aku fust menonggeng boring kat sana sorang2!
I have the cyberworld wimme!!!

Just tipping it off, the updates Ill be doing are...
-The GFs privet photoshoot
-Saturday outing. (last 2 weeks)
-Saturday outing of Karaoke n Kuda Kepang feat. BabeyyFaddleyy
-Cuzzins LOVES karaoke session

And some other craps that Ill be doing, truly out of boredom.
Ill post great scenery pictures with that..
I know you'll want to see how the sunset or sunrise is.... no?

Just a casual warning.
If it gets to a stage of ultimate boredom, I might be posting every couple of hours.
Maybe minutes.
Just endure my crap.
Cause if Im bored,
Ill turn to writing.
That is what I love to do most laa kan!

Thats all for now.
Wait for tomorrow's update yaa!!
And PB, I will be sending u guys an sms before I go!
Gonna miss you guys.
*I got to meet Paya,Ika,Azri n Marnie jus now!*
Jadi laa... wen I come back, kita chill damai okays! =D

♥,

Ann Shugars
Lup uuu!!!

Who are you?

2009-06-08T03:21:00.002+08:00

A: Aaz Navine *Cuzzin LOVES!*
1) Do you love this person: Definitely.. One of my closest childhood friend!
2) Is this person your enemy: I could never be enemies with her!
3) Is this person taller than you: I think so.. Most of the time Im shorter than anybody..

B: Billy Syonan *PB Lobe!*
1) What do you really think of this person: Funny and LOUD! Full of unexpecteds and adorably irritating!
2) What’s their favourite color: Alamak. Amy, you like wad color hor??
3) Ever danced with them: Yap..

C: Chia Kai Chen Linda *Sec Sch Mate*
1) Do you have a crush on this person: Nope. Im straight.
2) Have you ever had a crush on them: Nope..
3) How old are they: 20..

D: Dydi Montearo *PB Budds!*
1) How long have you known him/her: A couple of monhs ago..
2) Biggest regret involving this person: So far so good.. He's a nice chap! =D
3) Do you hate this person: Nahh... Tite plenn kan kann kaaannn.....

E: Ellie Salihah *SNS Crew LOVES!*
1) Have you met their parents: Yupp...
2) Worst thing about this person: She loves EVERYTHING abt peppermint.. Worst why? Im not a big fan of it laa actually.. hehs..
3) Best thing about this person: She a great person to have a conversation with about ANYTHING! Used to confide in her alot! Mis those afternoons where we lazed ard and just chat!

F: Fathin Amallia *SNS Crew LOVES!*
1) Have you ever dated this person: Not yet! Darls, bila nk p shopping??
2) When is the next time you will see him/her: Hopefully soon.. Been ages since Ive met her!
3) Do you go to school with them: Nope.. Worked w her @ SNS...

G: Anson Goh *Sec Sch Mate*
1) Are they a good listener: I dont know..
2) Have you ever lied to this person: Yesss.....
3) Is this person nice: Yeapp.. =D

H: Hamidah Binte Jalal *Aunie LOVE!*
1) What grade are they in: She's a successful adult!
2) Is he/she your best friend: She's family. Thats more than a bestfriend.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person: Nahh..

I: Ijan Jokerstyle *PB Lobe!*
1) What is this person’s favourite food: He likes d.cheeseburger n swiss mushroom burger...
2) How did you meet this person: Whilst working in SNS..
3) Do you trust them: I have trust n faith for all PBs!

J: Juwita Ramlan *Pri Sch Mate*
1) Do they have any siblings: Im not sure.. =P
2) Do you know their favourite song: Havent met her in ages! So i dun really know...
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you: As a friend... sure.. I do too! =D

K: Suki Kobayashi *PB Lobe!*
1) How old were you when you first met: 19..
2) How did you meet: Whilst working in SNS!
3) Ever danced with this person: Yeapp2!

L: Ladysharyn *Cuzzin LOVES!*
1) What would you do if you had never met this person: There would be a missing piece in my childhood memories...
2) Do you like him/her: I LOVE herr!
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person: Nana, ko ade duit utk flight tk?? Aku blom. Kiter tgu den we go and play rides till we puke on each other want?????

M: Malola Wakeeska *Fifi's Cuzzin!* * A friend too!!*
1) Is this person older than you: Nope... Youre 19 right hunns?
2) Is this person single: From what I know, she is! Any guy is lucky to have her!
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week: rarely.. She's all the way in Auzzie!

N: Nur Izfa Jaafar *Pri n Sec Sch Mate*
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend: A girlfriend of mine.. we used to be close right hunns!
2) Have you seen this person cry: Yes i dooo...
3) Do you know this person’s middle name: She doesnt have one.. =D

O: Ohhnurul Sillysecrets *SNS Crew LOVES!*
1) Are you related: Nope..
2) Could you live with this person: I guess I can! She's nice!
3) Do you believe this person is gay: Nope she isnt..

P: Adorra Park Ha-Neul
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person: Dont think so..
2) How about a sleepover with them: Nope..
3) Does this person have a job: Im not sure... hehe..

Q: Qysha Luxe *A net Buddy*
1) Does this person drink alcohol: IDK...
2) Have you seen this person dance: Nope...
3) Where do they work: Alamak.. lagi I dun noe... Sorry sis!

R: Rozilina Rohaizad *Sec Sch BestBud*
1) Have you heard this person sing: Yeaa.. she has a wonderful voice! When wanna go karaoke toether darls??
2) Do you think this person will repost this: I think so...
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person: That she is oblivious! hahaa! but thats unique for you!

S: Sumarni Anhar * PB Lobe!*
1) Is this person taller than you?: Definitelyy yess...!
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her: Hell yeahhh!! Until... "Lagi2 muka dia.. lagi2 mukaa diaaaa!!"
3) Do they live close to you: 3 Bustops awayy....

T: Tim Tam *Cuzzin LOVES!*
1) Would you do anything for him/her: Sure.. whats family for right?
2) Have you been to his/her house: The one in Berlin… Nope… In M’sia, yeap… (nana, ku curik ans ko!! hehee...)
3) Is this person a dipshit: For all these time that Ive known him, I dont think he is... =D

U: Unee Hamda *Pri n Sec Sch Mate*
1) Is this person in a relationship: Yupp.. With Erny right....
2) When is the last time you saw him/her?: During school dayyss..
3) What colour hair does this person have: Blackk?

V: Larissa De Vas *Sec Sch BestBuds*
1) Do you see this person a lot: Not now..
2) When did you meet her/him: During our sch years...
3) Do you think he/she resembles a character from Lord of the Rings: Nope.. =D

W: Wawa SK *Mutul Friend*
1) Is this person quiet or loud: Shes loud? Vair vair friendly..! =D
2) Name a friend that both of you are close to: Marnie.. I knew her from Marnie.
3) What color eyes does this person have: Like we said, kita anak international.. every month tukar bangsa kan kan kannn!!

X: X NOT IN LIST
1) Why are you friends with him/her:
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them:
3) What is one thing you would change about them:

Y: Yana Muackz *Sec Sch BestBuds*
1) Does this person wear make-up: Yeahhh.. a girls gotta maintain her beauty kan babe...
2) Does this person play any instruments: Uhhh.. Ada tk babe???
3) What is their favourite sport: Entahh.. ko suka sports ke yana.. during sec sch times, we love to skip PE!

Z: Zainon A. Yussof
1) Does this person have MSN: Yeapp!
2) Ever gone shopping with him/her: During those schooldayss..
3) Does this person have any special skills: She knows all the hot gossips on celebs!! She was one of us that was always updated! She even dragged me to a concert once and I still remember that song that was hot then.." Youre one in a million..." Girl, I miss those days! BTW, nice bumping into u at WM that day!

♥,

Ann

The Best Thing Ever..!!

2009-06-02T03:39:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!
THAT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!
I THINK I JUST HAD AN ORGASM...!!!!

"Hello Afternoon! Im Nurul from....." Urgh. Sick of that line!

2009-06-02T01:26:00.004+08:00

Hey Lovelies!!
So as most of y'all prolly know, I start work just now.
Monday.
So, do I love it?
NO.
But am I staying put for at least a whole month?
Hell NO!

So, telemarketing is just NOT my thing.
I just got so bored and frustrated and felt everything that made me wanna give up.
At a point of time -amidst all those failed calls- I actually felt myself tearing up and a colleague of mine, who thought my contacts had gone dry, offered me eye drops.

Like I said to Ijan.
"Im sick.. SICK of it...!"
I mean all those calls..
And how rude people can be.
Oh for goodness sake.
Trust me, never were I once rude.
I always apologized if I bothered them, but some of the customers doesn't even give me that opportunity.
They will just give a mellow "Im not interested." and hang up on me.
Ill always be apologizing to an engaged tone.
*^#%##*@$%!!!!

Give me a day doing telesales and I already hate it.
To think that I'd want to sign on and continue for at least a month or two, just the thought of it made me feel like I have a huge hangover!
So please, Puh-leasse, NO MORE telemarketing please!
I'd have enough of it.
Even if it was a couple of hours of experience.

The last hour of the day, I made IMAGINARY calls.
I know. Pathetic kan?
I didn't even want to try calling anybody.
Because it made me feels uneasy and awkward and uneasy some more.
At the word that I could leave, I immediately took the contract and proceed to the exit.
Marnie came down a minute later telling me that the head was asking around for newcomer's contract.
Fuuih! Naseb I dah blah siang2!
And I didn't notice I had a call from the company's admin until I was in the train and was screening through missed calls.
And on top of these lovely contract rules and regs, I found something some of them who already worked there didn't know.
That without completing a certain quota limit for the day, employees are not to leave unless of valid reason and have to stay on for overtime.
Here's the best part people.
OT WITHOUT PAY.
No no... no extra OT hours included in our pay.
*&@$^*!!
Ni yg boleh buat aku marah.
Ape. Abeh hari2 bgn pagi, mandi, gosok gigi, pakai baju, pegi kerja.
Kerja kerja kerja.
Malam balik.
Sampai rumah, makan, tido.
Besok gtu lagi.
Some more kan, kalau quota tak reach jugak, kena kerja Saturday shift.
Eh, ingat aku robot eh.
Aku takde life eh?
Bila masa aku nk pegi beli kotex huh?
Asyik kerja jee..!
Taulah bedek, tapi marah tau nie.

But no worries. Aku bukan pembastard.
Ill sms the head -even though she said she does not entertain sms-es..pfft!- and apologised against myself backing out.
Im angry but I still have my tatasusila hokayy!

Okayla okayla...
Hamba betol2 penat nie.
Hamba pehgi mandi dulu uh k.
Selamat malam kengkawan.

♥,

Ann

New Moon baby, New Moon!!!!

2009-05-31T04:48:00.003+08:00

I know it may still be a very long way before New Moon is finally being release in cinemas.
But I am effing excited and I can't wait for the movie to be released.
And to add to my excitedness, there's pictures and even a 15 sec trailer. Brilliant!!

Here are some of the pictures...

And ladies, apparently Robert Pattinson had a hook-up in Cannes!
I know.... WHAT?!?!
You wanna find her and dig her grave for her?
Find a Miss Erika Dutra!
Ill help in her killing!!
=D

***

Anyways, we didn't go out today...
We decided to go for Karaoke but we cancelled last minute due to a glitch..
And so the girls spent the night talking and bitching about stuffs @ my place..
And at the very last minute, Ika asked me to make her over.
So I did!
And I took loads of pictures of her!!

Right then, I started to planned for the long awaited photo shoot!
So tomorrow, the girls will be coming over to my place again and we're all gonna do makeovers and take loads and loads and loads of pictures!

I can't wait.
Im gonna go to sleep tonight thinking up of hairstyles and eyeshadows...

Total state of excitement!!
=D

P.S. IJAN, take a hint.
There's a REASON why I kept deleting ur tag.
It's not an error. I PURPOSELY delete it my dear.
Please keep the secret.
It is SUPPOSE to remain a secret between us all.
So please respect my choice aye hunns.
So dont tag abt it again aye.
Thanks!

Lots of ♥,
Ann

100 truths...

2009-05-30T04:53:00.004+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Cold Mineral Water.
2. Last phone call: Ijan.
3. Last text message: Aaz.
4. Last song you listened to: Best days of your life - Kellie Pickler
5. Last time you cried: Uhh.. Weds. Upon seeing Amy n Ika cries.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Na-uhh.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope..
9. Lost someone special: Yeaa..
10. Been depressed:Not entirely..
11. Been drunk and threw up: Naahh...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple. =D
13. Baby Blue.
14. Pastels.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yeaa yoo..
16. Fallen out of love: Not yet..! urgh.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes yess!!! Loovee that!
18. Met someone who changed you: Not entirely..
19. Found out who your true friends were: A definite YES!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes yesss!!! doubly yess!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Naa-uhh...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of them! abt 80%. (facebook)
23. How many kids do you want to have: Twins please! =)
24. Do you have any pets: Nope...
25. Do you want to change your name: No thanks..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: A small get together w friends and girlfriends outing the nxt day @ Sentosa! =D
27.what time did you wake up today: Hmm... Ard 2pm..
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Clickity clacking by my lappy..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: BBQ pit w PBs!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 3 secs ago. *Sibok tao. Blm tido plak tuu*
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: The way I naively got myself tricked by my so called "friends" in the past.
32. What are you listening to right now: I told you so - Carrie Underwood
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Hmm... nope!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: I still cant find my last lib book!! Its wayy overdue!! Where the heck is it!?!?
35. Most visited webpage: According to my browser... FACEBOOK!
36. Whats your real name: Nurul Ain Binte Yusoff
37. Nicknames: Ann
38. Relationship Status: Single..
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
40. Male or female?: Female darls!
41. Primary?: Cambridge Pri / Princess Elizabeth Pri
42. Secondary School?: Yusof Ishak
43. Poly/Ite/Jc/others?: Nada nada nada...
44. Hair colour: Caramel Chocolate..
45. Long or short: Long..
46. Height: Okay. I haven't checked in years! But rest assured,
I AM SHORT. Goodness.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Ohh yes..
48: What do you like about yourself?: My talents..
49. Piercings: Uh huhh...
50. Tattoos: Zilch. Although Ive always wanted a black star on the back of my left wrist. But will never happen laa of course!
51. Righty or lefty: Righty babyy!

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never had one. THAT I KNOW OF.
53. First piercing: Baby?
54. First best friend: Alfian.
55. First sport you joined: Captain Ball.
56. First vacation: Hmm... Cameron Highlands??
58. First pair of trainers: alamak. tk ingat laa..

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope..
60. Drinking: Yeaa.. cold water with condenses trickling down its sides.......
61. I'm about to: Go to serrr-leeepp!
62. Listening to: You belong with me - Taylor Swift
63. Waiting for: my downloads to be done...

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: definitely..!
65. Get Married?: yupp~!
66. Career?: Singer?? can?? hehhee..

Which IS BETTER ( on a partner ) :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.. =)
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs..
69. Shorter or taller: Taller..
70. Older or Younger: Older?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous..!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms?
73. Sensitive or loud: A bit on both..
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship..
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Again, a bit on both..

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yeaa..
79. Sex on first date: eww, no.
80. Broken someone's heart: Have I?
82. Been arrested: Nope... n dont wish to..
83. Turned someone down: Yeaa..
84. Cried when someone died: Uhhhuhh..
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeaa..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes, of course.. =D
87. Miracles: Yes I do..
88. Love at first sight: Yeaa..
89. Heaven: No doubt!
90. Santa Claus: Never got a present from him. So, no.
91. Kiss on the first date: Nope..
92. Angels: In disguise..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today?: Yupp!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: SNS. My very first day.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: The day I last saw him.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes, if I need to fall of it. But that's the challenge, ainit?
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Ok laa..! Sibok jer pilih caption org.

Tags to : Marnie / Ijan / Yunis / Qysha / Querida / Rafie / Roy / Titi / Nana / Aaz
Ten oreadyy kann??
Okayy... dahh...
Peace!

♥,

Ann

Penning it down...

2009-05-29T04:50:00.015+08:00

You broke me into a million pieces with your piercing words that ripped through me like bullets..
You make me feel as if the world have ended upon the existence of mankind.. Cause I feel empty..
No matter how much you loathe me, I will always love you..
Beneath all the hatred and pain, I would never deny that Im truly smitten over you..

Nobody had me feeling this way before..
Nobody will ever make me feel the way you did...
Cause nobody will be you..
So will you please come back?
I love you, still..

My heart's broken into a million pieces, but it will come as a whole with you right here next to me..
Nothing will ever compare with your existence..
I love you, forever and always...
Till death aparts us...

- Ann Shugars

****

Your existence in my life brought the world into a whole..
Nothing seems impossible with you around..
A miracle of sunshine sparkles upon your face..
A picture of serenity serenade your features..

Never have I seen such a beautiful creation..
Your amazing beauty is beyond words..
Your smile lightens the room with exuberance from within..
Your eyes dictates the power of love..

- Ann Shugars

****

This here is something I randomly wrote on one night, being bored.
Obviously.

I just kept typing mushy mushy stuff like these.
I've got couple more of these.
Only Marnie had read all of it.
And she feedbacked.
"Kau tau aku ingat sape bila baca nie? ***."

I huffed at that.
Simply shrugging it off and denying it.
Of course some are plain imaginative, but Mar, you were right, some of those are somehow related.
So, kujos to you for noticing! =D

So what do you think?
Mushy enough?
You want more?

Ill be posting some of the others on some other post.
Some are attached to pictures @ multiply.

And I'd love to hear your thoughts about this one.

Much ♥s,

Ann

*** Im really sorry abt this post.
Apparently I used Webdings (I know, who does!??!) and the words came out all squared up.
Don't you worry.
I AM kicking myself in the butt already!!
So, I've changed the font already.
Thanks Qysha for d heads up.
If it weren't for you, I'd be all blur!!
Sotong betol la aku nie!!
Im really sorry. =p ***

Good Luck to You. May the best man wins.

2009-05-28T05:03:00.010+08:00

Apparently, I didn't have to go to work today.
So, I slacked home.
I was singing along to the instrumental, I Told You So,
when I realized that my microphone is faulty!
God! Now I need to buy a new one. And btw, the song's, thumbs up!
By Carrie Underwood n Travis. =D

At abt 7pm, I texted Marnie asking whether there were meeting up tonight.
They thought I'd be working. Lucky I ask, kalau tak dok rumah tros laa namanyaa..

So, after reading Ijan's -aka Genji- LATEST blog post and tagging him, I showered and then cabbed to Gombak.
Manage to reach the same time as the girls and then we chilled for a couple of minutes till Ijan and Amy arrived.
Ijan was all.. "Nie hah, mataer kau aku bawak.."
Oh oh. Just so all of you know, every SINGLE one of them are up against me.
EVEN Ika.
I tell you, susah dtg tao these people.
To think that they're all ganged up online is fine. But to drag it into reality.
Waaa... bukan main syiookk lagi buat aku eh.
They still am not giving up.
And to think that I'll give up and surrender.
PFFFT! No effing way!
Doesn't mean Im standing all alone, Id be the one to give up.

Ill play along with this game of yours, but trust me, I won't let you win it that easily okay!

So, based on the devil's blog -Genji's, of course!- he went all the way to collect evidence to justify his lies.
First, he had a photo of me cutting Amy's birthday cake.

And apparently, that subject's to me being Amy's gf.
Supposedly, cutting a cake can led you to becoming the bday boy's gf.
Waaaa best! Aku nk potong cake Wentworth Miller boleh?
And he stated that I was the one who were all rushing to get a cake for his bday.
Hello! Didnt we plan to celebrate it @ Haji Lane?
Didn't we ALL plan to have a cake?
And it wasn't only me who went to get the cake, hokay!
Granted, I was excited about the whole thing and was the one who prompted on buying the cake.
But hey! I'd be doing it for any one of you guys if it was your birthday tao!
Amy being one of my closest friends, of courselaa I was excited into getting him a cake and surprising him.
And hey, so were you guys!
So don't you go pointing it all on me as if it were all plainly and solely my own plan.
Everybody was in it aye. And that includes you Genji Ijan!!
It was a coincidence that I was cutting that cake and that you got to snap that pix.
Menyesal aku kept still for that photo tao!

And just now, while we were all chilling @ Gombak TL, they hatched up a plan.
RIGHT.IN.FRONT.OF.ME.
Waa waaaaa waaaaaaa.
Apparently, these guys, are gonna trap me and have a shot taken of me and Amy in order to prove that we're a couple.
I don't know how you're gonna tricked me into doing that, but you're gonna have to try hard my dear friends.
Good luck with your mission la eyyh.
Just so you know, I'll be watching your every step and actions.
You're gonna have to be reaaalllyy lucky.

So, wish you a thousand lucks alright darlings.
Cause you're gonna need it.

Muchos Gracias.

♥,

Ann

Living life to its fullest.

2009-05-27T00:23:00.005+08:00

Have you guys ever wondered the real meaning of 'living life to its fullest'?
Well, everything's a wonderment and it became a personal question to myself.

See, when I was growing up, I always thought that things will all fall into place when the time comes.
That, right after secondary sch, Ill be graduating, go to a poly, finish school, get a great job and live happily ever after being rich.
Pshesssh! Yeah right.
Shows how much kids thinks huh!

You know that PussycatDoll's song, 'When I grow up'?
That was the definite song for what I had been living in the fantasies of my childhood years.
Popstar.
Yeah. So much for living my dream.
Singing onstage, makin it big. Lots and lots of fans. Yeyy.....hrrmmpph.

But life has its own stage and the older you get, the more wiser you become and the more you realize how naive your mindset is.
You see, being a popstar -or any kind of star at all- IS living your life to the fullest.
Everything you want is being brought to you. You're being pampered right at your feet.
You get almost everything you've wanted. Your loved ones are very much well taken care of.
Easy to say, life's a bliss!

But being HUMAN, is what most of us are.
We live day by day, not knowing what may happen and when that great ball might drop. Probably never.
Everything you do is a routine. Everything is scheduled and everything's the SAME.
You wake up, go to work. Breakfast. Lunch. Dinner. Get home. Sleep.
And it goes all over again, night and day.
And the only time you get to go out and enjoy is prolly on the weekends.
That is if you don't have to work on Saturdays. If you do, you're left with Sundays.
And you'll probably already too tired to even go anywhere. Just stay home and catch up on all the movies and dramas you missed, or pampering yourselves with mani's and pedi's, or worst, finishing some last minute paperworks!
So, HOW exactly do you live life to the fullest?

Both of this life, you have to work hard for.
Popstar, you still have to risk your everyday privacy, givin it all to the public.
Stress yourselves out thinking about your next performance and how to kick them up a notch.
It's hard trying to stay up and keeping all the fans.

Human, having to work your ass off, paying the bills, feeding yourselves and the people around you. Making sure everything remains in a great condition. Putting that roof permanently stable above your head.
Not knowing when you might just slip and get fired.

So nothing's easy in this life.
Nothing justs falls out of the sky.
No.
It all takes hard work and hard ships to get to that peak where everythings perfect.
Well, where everything's SEEMS to be perfect.
NOTHING is perfect.
In a matter of seconds, things could be taken right away from you.
JUST. LIKE. THAT.

So, explain something to me again?
How do you exactly live life to the fullest.

This is how I do it.
I treasure every single moment that I have to myself, knowing that I may never chanced upon that again.
I learn to love the surroundings around me, soaking it up and knowing that amongst it all, it had brought me peace and tranquillity.
I appreciate all the moments spent with family and friends.
Every small gatherings, every big occasions.
To embrace all the innocence of those childhood memories.
And making sure to spread around the love and hope for a greater love to empower your mind and soul.
BrRRrzzZzzzrrrkKkkxXxx!!
Alright, getting way too melodramatic here.

But it still doesn't run from the fact that you need to face reality and that not everything ends with a happy ending.
Disaster, climax, expositions, actions, all continues to shuffle themselves and only sometimes gives you the pleasure of a short interruption.

But what is life without it's ups and downs?
Without it, nothing ever seems interesting and challenging enough.
You buy games and endure every single hurdles when you never realize that your everyday life is your ultimate game plan.
Live to control it.

So thats how you live your life to its fullest.
Take your own world into your own hands.
Fulfill your desires.

PS. And most of the time, all you people do is think about sex.
Supposedly, sex is the solver to any problem.
Pffft... yea right.

***
SO, I woke up this morning, being awakened by Marnie and confirming with me that she had landed me an interview @ ICM.
So, I quickly got up, showered and primped myself.
Went to Lavender, got myself lost till Jln Besar, retraced my steps and then finally got to the right place, went in, waited 45 minutes for an interviewer, only to be interviewed randomly by the admin, yada yada yada.
I got the job.
And I start Monday.
Thank you very much.

Right after that, I cabbed to KK Hospital to meet my parents who were there to visit an aunt of mine who was admitted.
We stayed on till about 10pm @ Kopitiam, with all the close relatives.
I was damn bored, I tell ya!
Should have bought a book when I browsed the library there.
By the time I realized my mistake, the store had closed. Hmmph!

Ill still be working Wed and Thurs as per usual. Some extra pocket money to survive myself through the month.
Pit is nearing and Im guessing I won't be tagging along to Desaru for hols huh?
Yey!! I FINALLY get the whole house ALL.TO.MYSELF. MUWAHAHAHAAA!!!

This definitely confirms one thing.
I am going to shop myself dead this GSS!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey!
A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do!

Till more ♥ing craps,
Ann

Who says being single's a sin?

2009-05-26T00:01:00.007+08:00

I dont understand with moms being all self-righteous and all they nag abt is how you're old enough to already have a boyfriend and should be planning to get married?
OMG. Its like the 21st century and women are independent now!
We don't need a man to stand up and and fend ourselves!

I am so not ready to settle down and start popping babies.
It definitely sounds like the biggest chore ever!
Im 20, for cryin out loud!
I haven't even turn 21 and you're giving me craps about how I should already have a boyfriend who should be my future husband!
Goodness!
Im not even in a stable position and Im not yet fulfilled with life's contentment.
I haven't even enjoy the best part of my life yet.
I am just starting to warm it all up and there you go, gabbing abt boyfriends and marriages.
God, how passe is that?

Isn't it me who should be going gooey and mentel-mentel over guys?
Isn't it me who's suppose to mengenyam and can't stop flirting around.
FYI, I am not that kinda girl and I don't intend to be that overdramatic towards guys.
I m single for now and Im proud to be.
Im not all pathetic and depressed being single and supposingly sadden at the thought of being single and lonely.
Oh please!
That is so cliche ok!

Im happy the way I am.
I am happy being single.
It is gerr-reaat!!
First of all, there's nobody to tell me what to do and where to be.
I do not need to report my 24/7 doings to anybody.
I do not need to think too much about what Im doing or where I am and feeling all guilty and scared about my actions.
It's all about freedom, baby!
Im Independent, and I love it.

People kept asking me, don't I get lonely ever?
Don't I feel jealous over all the relationships goin on ard me?
Don't I ever want to feel the warmth and security over having a boyfriend?

OKay, first of all, there is alot of things I can do without having a boyfriend around.
I am entitled to do whatever I want and whatever I like, so I don't think I could possibly get lonely.
It is already difficult sometimes to get some ME time.
And why should I feel jealous? I am happy for them! They're happy and that makes the world a better place, ain't it?
Granted, I feel envious. NOT jealous.
I could never deny the fact that you get envious over the fact that someone is happy and contented, but I am sure that one day, I'll have that, and when THAT time comes, it will be my turn, and I can be all happy abt that, THEN.
Like I said, when the time comes, Ill have the warmth and security over a boyfriend, but for now, things are looking up for me and I am embracing all it.

But I do not want a burden to be laying over my head, of needing to have a boyfriend just for the sake of making someone else happy.
That is not the way it's suppose to be.

I have seen alot of these relationships going on and off and seriously speaking, I am quite scared and turned off by that fact.
Since my primary and secondary sch life, many of my closest friends will seek my help in structuring their relationship.
And it definitely ain't pretty people.
Lately, Ive given an advice to a girlfriend of mine and she completely sobered herself up from being all hysterics about losing her bf.
It's the same shenanigan of him leaving her with questions hangin in the air.
Pfft, men.
When she was all calm and rational, she asked me how I got myself to think the way I do.
How do I see guys over that perspective and how it was easy for me to understand everything it is about relationship and thus having helped her see everything clearly and still be able to keep her pride as a woman.
Easy. I learned it all from the on and off relationships of my past friends.
Of all of it, most of them blabbered and confessed everything and I see the ugly side through their eyes.
And it's easier for me to see clearly as I made sure that I heard both sides of the story.
Always, always be sure to know both opinions, if not, you're just being unfair.

So, you can say Im pretty much appalled by the very idea of having a relationship.
No, don't get the wrong idea.
Im not against it, and Im not completely thrown away by the idea, it's just that there's some kind of a protective-bubble around me that I keep to make sure that nobody could crush me alive.
Oh, Ive seen girls get crushed into tiny pieces, and it sure ain't a pretty sight.
My heart always goes to heartbroken girls but sometimes, they impaired that very problems upon themselves. So, you've just got to learn to deal, girlfriends!

A couple of days ago, Amy played a prank on me, asking one of his bunk mates to make a call to me. Konon-konon nye nak kenal2 laa tu..
I managed to go along with the short conversation, and even played along being all haa-hee of a girl. My girlfriends were right next to me and they were vair vair excited.
Yes, so very excited for me.
And I very much KNEW it was a prank but I played along.
Right after I put the call off, both Ika and Marnie were like, "What? What?! Who was that?!"
And I told them the conversation of the call, and they were very much hyper-excited for me. Which was heartwarming and cute and to not burst their bubble, I just kept quiet.

How do I know it was a prank?
First of all, Hey! It's Amy's friend, duh~!
Second of all, right at the very first of the conversation, I heard Amy's voice calling over his friend, and if Im not mistaken, it was Zai-something, but the guy introduced himself as Ayie.
Boh cui uh beb!!
This particular Ayie, claimed that he was gonna call that night, but rest assured, of course he didnt.
About half an hour after that call, Amy called back, laughing his head off. It was the kind of laugh that I know he was rolling about on his bed, not being able to control his laugh. Suke tol kau eh.

The next day, Marnie asked if Ayie called.
"Of courselaa tak. Aku da ckp, Amy main2 je. Krg nie, nmpk sgt boh cui kan nama lain2. Aku tkde pape, krg plak.."
"Of courselaa. Kita excited untuk kau ciot!"
Which made me go all heartbroken about the fact that that particular call did not affect me but it did create a disappointment for my friends.
I am completely touched over their care for me and I was a little pissed over how that turned out.

But Im still proud to call myself single and definitely an independent person. I do not want to be too overly needy and possessive over someone. And I feel that it is my obligation to learn to fend for myself before being someone's girlfriend.
This way, I do not create a hasty situation to anyone else.

But that doesn't mean I am completely over the idea of having a boyfriend. I do not want people to look at this as a way of me portraying myself as a person who is against the idea of having a boyfriend. I just have my own set of principles laid infront of me. Get the gist?

Anyways, to enlighten this particular piece, Ill be placing a whole commentary by Marnie, Amy, Ijan and myself over a picture in Marnie's facebook.

SUPPOSEDLY, Amy n I are couples. *Which isn't true, so do not be deceived by their words!*
See how completely ganged-up they are in this particular commentary that I didn't get any say in it at all!

Just so you know, they will prolly be tagging over this and trying to put me down again, calling me unfaithful and a liar or stuffs like that. But rest assured, I am stating the fact.
I am Amy's girlfriend.
Eh.
No.
I am NOT Amy's girlfriend.
*Ahemm*

My point made.
And besides, it's never a sin being single, right?

♥,

Ann

An all-homie girl.

2009-05-25T05:20:00.003+08:00

So, its close to 5am and Im not asleep yet.
This is so not healthy, being awake at this wee hours and if anybody's keeping count,
it's been 3 nights in a row.

I didn't went out at all today. I became an all-homie girl.
I even got to watch TV!
I know it doesn't sound like a big deal, but it is to me.
I haven't watch TV in a long time...
It's either going out or infront of my laptop.

Got to watch Lemony Snicket's Series of Unfortunate Events,
part of CJ7 and Harper's Island.
Almost went out to meet Marnie, but cancelled it at the very last minute,
since I was hooked upon Lemony Snicket's and so we decided to stay home,
and what with Marnie's starting work tomorrow!
Yeah.. both Ika n Marnie's work starts tomorrow.
It's their training day.
A very good luck to both of you yah!
Kerja rajin2, end of the month boleh shopping. =)
Da nk GSS lage! I loikee!

I just got off the phone with Ika. Chat for about 3hrs plus.
How do I know?
Cause every 1 hour, Ika's phone line will automatically go off.
Chat about lotsa things which made me realize about some things that had been bothering me.
Now I really do know why people act in the way they do.
Sometimes, they become too overprotective because once, they were too trusting and that trust was betrayed and so it's difficult to let go again.
Sometimes I feel regret in the doubting I've done.
Im sorry.

Plan to meet the girls for dinner tomorrow night after their work.
So we'll definitely be bitching more then.
Ive got lots to say and lots to share.
And so do the girls.
Im officially woozy right now.
I swear I had something to talk about just now,
but I totally forgot, so Im just gonna let that hang.
If I remember what it was, Ill tell ya. =D

For Ika.
Stay strong aye girl!
Things happen for a reason and sometimes it happens to benefit yourself.
It may seem hard and hurtful,
but it's always worth the fight when you've realize the good that it brings.
Never doubt fate and it will one way or another became clear to you sooner or later.
No matter how hard and tough it is,
we'll always be by your side through it all. =)
Love ya!

Ill be ending by my post with a vair vair faboosh NEW music video.
Non other than Miss Beyonce's.
Oops.
Mrs Jay-Z.

My most fave song in I Am Sasha Fierce.
EGO.

She's more voluptuous, doncha think?

Till later.
Mucho ♥ s,
Ann

Saturday Night Out.

2009-05-24T04:13:00.008+08:00

Weekend.
As usual.
Out, yet again.
Like like!
Best!

Anyways, as planned the night before.
Movie night!
Since I blogged my ass off last night, I was sleeping in until I was woken up by a call from Marnie.
Then sumore, nie makchick, can ask me sarcastically.
"Eh! Kau ni sibok uh. Kau nk ape call aku?!"
Wah waah wahh...
Dia yg call kita, dia nk marah2 plak.
Sini kau, sini.
Biar aku sepak sikit muka kau..!
=D

So called Ijan up and the plan was to meet @ BB int @ 430pm.
So I quickly got up and showered.
Got ready and head out from home @ exactly 430pm.
Hehhs.
I thought I was gonna be late again.
But, best tau.
I was the first one to be there.

Proceed onto the train platform and suddenly, Azri appeared and salam cium tgn.
Aiyoo!
Padan muka, his face sakit kena my ring!
Wakkakakaaakaka!!
And also got Ika tau!
Aaargh! Yessahh!
Originally, Ika n Azri weren't able to tag along.
But they did at the very last minute!
Best uhh!

So we head over to City Hall *roll eyes* to catch the movie @ Marina SQ.
Upon arrival, we were talking abt who wanted to watch what.
My heart was set on The Uninvited, and so were the girls.
Ijan n Hady wanted Night a the Museum 2.
But after checking it all, NATM2's sold out.
So I got my movie!
Hhehs.

At the cinema's main lobby area.

Just at the very start, there already were suspense and reflectively, Ika and I grabbed each other's hands.
Then we giggled.
Oh, did we say we were at the very front row seats?? So the screen was like uberly big and the suspense was like kelepap kat muka kauu!
For me, with the twist and great storyline, I love it.
Movie's should have this kind of twist.
I was never bored ONCE.
So it definitely caters to my taste!
Go watch it if you love suspense and thrill, with gr8 plots and a nice ending twist!
I watched the trailer for DragMeToHell and I definitely wanna watch that!
Anyone wanna set a movie date wimme? =)

So after the movie, before we even left the theater, Amy commented..
"Kau nie Ain. Ape ajak aku tgk criter org gila! Aku tk gila tau. Dah kita semer gila."
Yerla pakcik oi...!

We then head over to Esplanade's MakanSutra for dinner.
ShafiQ was uberly irritating with his...
"Eh, buang masa uh!"
"Eh aku dah lapar nie. Nak makan!"
"Eh, perot aku dah pekik HELP!"
Mangkok ayun betol.

Yg tengah tu, tulah Shafiq.
The most hungriest but the slowest to finish his food.
Ape tidak, nasi tk masok2 mulot, membebel je kerja.

Marnie & Azri's beef fried rice.
5 bucks!!

Mine, Ika n Ijan's Nasi Lemak.
$4.5o. Worth.

We then head over to Esplanade where there was Gamelan.
Very nicely tuned.
Big crowd.

Then it was just chilling by the docks.
But it got boring laa!!
See, Esplanade nothing tau! Boring jee.
At least town can still go ard shopping and stuff.
Next time, make sure Cineleisure!

So we walked out to Clarke Quay.
Intermissions along the way.

There were percussions by the Riverside bridge, reminding me of ECP's countdown.
Syiok laa the music!

We then sat at the stairs by the river and chilled.
Crap starts.

Suka nyer Amy!

Tak habes2 mengarot.
In case ure wondering whose that was.
IDK.
Waste waste!
It actually smells like GreenTea. Why eh?

We caught the last train back to hometown.
Chilled @ TL.
Ika, Azri,Hadi and Amy played cards.
Marnie sat at a corner joting down lyrics to Ya Tab Tab.
Ijan and I just sat down talking abt the cyberworld.
ShafiQ fell asleep. Sempat tau budak nie.

2am.
Got tired.
Cabbed home with Hady.
The others chilled till later.
Reached home.

And here I am.
Anyways, more pictures will be up at my multiply, soon.
Not today, cause Im tired.
This itself is enough laa dulu k. =)
Sabar Hady eh. Besok gitu aku upload aye!

Till then.

Lots of ♥,

Ann

Laughing with my cousin at a birthday pit. Whatevaa!

2009-05-23T04:02:00.015+08:00

Reached back home at about 230am just now.
God, till NOW, Im still having that woozy effect. Goodness.

Alright.
So Marnie came down to my place and tutored my lil bro for awhile before we headed out for dinner @ KFC.
I swear, the KFC in my neighborhood, sucks.. to the CORE.
You think there's no difference for all the KFC in SG?
I beg to differ!
Who agrees wih me?
Personally -and according to many others- the best KFC outlet is @ Bugis.
Yap, the one along Bugis Street.. they have the best tasting KFC chicken.
Yes. I swear by their KentuckyFriedChicken.

So after having a suckish KFC meal -naseb baik tau pakai coupon!- we head on to the AXS machine to book our BBQ pit. Sadly, most of the pit is fully booked for our requested date.
So we simply booked for the following week.

Text the others and decided to meet up @ hometown.
Marnie and I made a move from my place at ard 9.
Ijan called and informed that he's bringing someone with him.
Both of us were debating who the devil he's bringing.
And whoo???
Syahmi n Shakir!!
Woohooooo!!!!!!
Cute lil devils! eyh. Angels.

Marnie was uberly excited at the sight of them that she trashed all her belongings to me and ran after them. It was a cute sight at how Syahmi ran away from Marnie, chuckling his cute Chucky laugh!
I immediately approached Shakir and said, "Aiyyoo.. awak yang bakar ruma eh ari tuu..? Aiiyooo"
And he returned me a goofy shy smile. Cute kan dier!! I suke laa dier!
A moment later, Ika arrived.
Since we're with kids, we moved on to the nearby playgrnd and chilled there whilst the kids run ard sweating their bums out.
We were later joined by Amy followed by Azri.
And then hell broke loose and things went incredibly high-off-the-world funny.
I swore I heard a cracking sound when I rolled on the plygrnd mat.
I even managed to ask whether my specs broke.
Luckily it didnt.. Or it would have been a nightmare.

We then moved on to TL where the kids run ard loose kicking cap bottles whilst we all hovered ard each other. Crapping out.
Amy has his facebook shoutout captioned "Haha."
Terbawak bawak budak tu sampai ke rumah pulak.

Treat the kids ice-cream and Syahmi fell asleep. Shakir was still goin on strong and later got another ice-cream treat from Ika n Azri. Apparently, Shakir loves Batista too.
So when it was time to make a move, Shakir n Azri exchanged a brother handshake. Cute kaper!

So let's do an update hor!
yey!

After a long time NOT meeting up with cousins, Aaz made an impromptu get together of the cousins. I couldnt join at first but they changed the dates and got to tag along. =)

Aaz n Nana

With the newly appointed cousin.
=)
Any more takers?

And the soon-to-be cousin. =)
It was a short night out, but a nice one!
Decided to go for karaoke-ing, but cancelled.
Even Esha decided to joined but we were moving off.
So the next time, karaoke-ing, hokay. =)

**

Amy's birthday falls on the 17th of May, so we planned a birthday surprise for Amy on the 16th.
We were all dressed up and ready to boogeeyyh.

We headed out to Geylang for karaoke and since it was our first time there, we were definitely lost.
Ape ke tidak.
Pegi sana pon tk prepared.
Main blindly je.
Amek kauu..

Contacted my dearest cuzz Aaz and she directed me, which took a long time, since Im such a dumb direction-taker. Geezz.

So after lots of cornering and sweating under the hot blazing sun, we finally
arrived @ Grandlink Square!
Thank goodness.
Registered and we karaoke-ed for 3 hours.
Long time since Ive karaoke-ed.
Best gituu lohh!!

Belting it out!! =)

Right after that, as we were all pretty starved, we went to City Plaza for dinner @ Arnold's. There was a queue but it only took a mere 15 mins before it was our turn.
After dining in, we were joined shortly by Azri.
Azri didnt join us for karaoke because he doesn't sing.
Why?
According to him, he'll break all the windows in the place.
Come to think of it, I have never, NEVER heard him sing.
He only whistles.
Weird uh kau zry...
Lagi nk ckp nan aku kau peh Amy Mastura lagi hebat dr Ct Nurhaliza aku.. blahh laa!
Until uve sang her song, my CT's still on top! =D

Finally Marnie fullfilled her craving for AFC after MONTHS of waiting.
Cian katak Marnie titer ehh.

We den made a move to Bugis for Sheesha.
Azri planned for this last venue as it was a long time since we all sheesha-ed together.
So we decided to make this the very last spot and where we finalized our plan and conjure up the surprise for the night.

Upon arrival at Bugis, the girls and Dydi went to Bugis Junction and got a bday cake for Amy.
We ended up buying a brownie cake @ Polar.

Which actually tastes mediocre.
If you wanna buy it.
Stop yourselves.
Try other varieties.
Its hard -I know, cause I was the one who did the cutting of the cake- low on chocolate, sugar AND butter.
Summarizeit, and it sucks, AGAIN.
Yiissck!

But lucky the thoughts that counts and we gave half of the cake to the owner of the sheesha place for helping us out on the surprise.

Witness the surprise! =D

After the whole surprise thingy, we chilled and moved off to catch the last train.

Happy 19th Amy!

Anyways, Amy, jgn stress psl tu.. Karma exists and its always fair to everybody.
Sometimes, you need to climb those stairs, get to the top, overcome whatever endurance on your way.. and on top, you'll get a better view with the ones who deserves to be there with you.

Good luck with your life okay.
Things are still looking bright for you.
You have all the chances in life.
Embrace all of it.

Be strong aye mate!

We all love you!!!

So, during our train back home, I stuck my hello kitty plush toy onto Azri's forehead to see how long it can stay stuck onto his f orehead.
Not long.
As it fell onto the floor, I bent down to pick it up, only to have it kicked right beyond my grasps, onto the platform.
Imagine it?
Naseb baik pintu train tk tutup lagi tau!
OMG Azri!
Of course laa, reflectively, I moved to retrieve the toy, only to be pulled back by him.
He laughed loudly as he when to retrieve it instead.
Azri.. azri...
Baik2 tu patung putih, tros berdaki siak.

His antiques doesn't end there.
When it was my stop @ Bukit Batok -they were all alighting @ Gombak- he deliberately pulled onto my arm, not letting me get off the train.
He let go, still laughing his ass off, after I whimpered "Azri..! Aku nk balek laa...!!"

Best kan kau zry.. Suka skali nyusah kan guwe!!
Nantii kauu..
Kauu tunggu!!!!!!
Surprise in store for youu...
Kauu sabarlaa...
Time tu, aku confirm bagi kau habes habesan punya.
Kesian semer tkd lage dlm dictionary aku time tu...
Nanti kauu!

**
So us girls went for to ECP on Tuesday.
After awhile, we met my parents who headed over to ECP.
We had our lunch @ Carpark F2.

Cian katak Ika titer.
She thought we were gg to a big plush restaurant to dine in.
Was all nervous in the car.
End up, just a hawker centre.
Hhheehee...
Sorrylaa..
U missed when I made a winking face a Marnie.
Kecian ko kena tipu bulat2!

After that, we head off to Suntec City for shopping.
Best kan.
Yg tk best when satu2 da penat.

**

So that's it...
Im dead beat.
The bed is calling out 'come come' oredyy laa..
Bantal da rindu nan kepala aku.

Toodlyy-doo!!

♥,

Ann

And the American Idol is.......

2009-05-21T14:08:00.004+08:00

Kris Allen!!!!!

Much to my mom's disappointment.
She really like that Adam guy.. I dont know why.
There's even rumors of him being gay.
Do YOU think he's gay?

But I gotta give it to my mom though.
She was rooting for that Adam since forever.
Always saying he's gonna make it.
And he did made it all the way to the final stage.
Only problem is, he didn't win the title.

Im sure some of you are jumping for joy.
Some are not.
From what I know, it was by a landslide.
And MOST of the people thinks Adam is the one who should have won it.
But hey, you didn't vote enough.
So blame yourselves..
Hheheh.

The only downside I see about him winning is that he's married.
Lesser female fans.
They're all about single.
Full of fantasies of them getting a chance with the guy.
Pfftt!

Singapore Idol auditions are being held soon.
If you think you have what it takes, why not give it a try ey?
If you don't, just wait for the voting hotline.
Till later...
Muchos ♥,
Ann

The very First.

2009-05-21T05:05:00.007+08:00

It took me relatively around 5 hours to get all this done.
Quite long, but I took my time.
Really, REALLY took my time. And Im kinda beat.
I am vair vair sleepy right now.
If this head touches the pillow, I dont think I can even concentrate on bedtime prayers.

So, your wish came true, no?
Ann, bila ko nak buat blog???
Ko dah buat blog??
Mana blog ko??

Jeng jeng jennggg~!
Here it is!
Best kan aku! Hahaha!!

So what exactly did I do over the weekends?
LOTS.
I know, I know.
There's still no pictures up for grabs of the weekends eh.
Kay kay. Nanti aku upload. ASAP. =)

And....
Congrats to both Marnie n Ika!
They both landed a job @ ICM just now.
No.
Yesterday.
Umm.... On Wednesday laa kan.
And I didnt get to tag along as they knew I was working.
But, last min I didnt. So I missed the chance.
Although, Ill try to call them up tomorrow and see if there's still vacancy.
Wish me that Ill get it!
Cause itll be doubly great if all the 3 of us works at the same place!
It would be top-notch awetastic!
Traveling together, lunch together.. and the best?
Shopping together!
Fuuhhh~!
Kalau gitu gerek kaper!

I text them both right when they were both still excitingly-static over them being hired.
And I showered, got dressed and met them @ WM as they were heading over from Lavender.
We sat by the back entrance... chit-chat.. gossipped and then head over to KFC for dinner.

Right after another trainage of yackity-yakkings, we head over to MayFashion to get some necessities -which we used in the handicapped toilet- and head down to meet Ijan who were standing by the PolarCakes shop.
Ko kempunan cake eh?

Then head on out to the Playgrnd near WM and sat by it...
Marnie chitted w Ijan.
Ika chatted with me.
Then when the public lights goes fuuhhssh -da pukul sepuloh laa kan- Ijan started crapping abt nonsenses.
Started making tak perlu noises along with graphic actions that would have corrupted an 8 year old's mind.
Stop it eh Jan ehh..
Lucky we were all already heading off, if not, he would have continued on further imitating god-knows-what!

Head off to the interchnge, stopped by McKeyDs for refreshers.
They waited with me for my effing slow 941 and naseb baik this time cepat plak tu bus. Mcm paham.
Then it was all the short way trip back home, ears plugged to CtNurhaliza's Pejam Matamu.
Suuhh-wiiiittt!

So here I am back, bloggin about things that is kind of a blur at this time of the night..err...morning.
It clearly states I need sleep, like, right now.
Or else I cant wake up to call ICM.
And then to work. Shheessshh!
I know, but I need cash if I wanna survive the weekend.

I feel whoozy right now.
Its a wonder how I can still gab about all this crap.
Oh Crap.
Sleep. Need..Right... NWo. eh. NOW.

Night...or morn world.

PS. I love FrenchNails.

Just stating.

♥,

Ann